FLAKES OF SUGAR

i know i know...

2006-12-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

i said NO MORE blogging...

BUT JUST CAN'T HELP IT.

all i wanted to say was: fster's amazing now, go give me a testimonial!

was reading through my ttmls.. omg.. all those memories.. 2oo4... ]: so super sad lah. zzz. everyone was so cute then, i realized how loved i am.. things that were taken for granted 2 years ago... now? not even a ttml.. EH PEOPLE!! i never go fster doesn't mean no ttmls mah hor.

add me shamelessly!! i want more ttmls, esp since fster's so much faster now. but frowns. i can't seem to approve 2 ttmls at one go. what's this. retarded in ttmls' area but speed up in settings area??? ZZZ. stupid fster HAHAHAHA.

okokz. go add me. http://friendster.com/yiying yah. [:

i demand for a testimonial! those kind that says: yiying ah... likes pink alotz... veli veli cute de norhzxs (hahaa this is what was written 2years ago LOLZ)

i just think it's soooo sweet hahaa. [: i love you all. i miss being in the same class as elaine lah!!! ]: ]:

[;

2006-12-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

i said the prev post was going to be the last one...
but i drew this just now. and felt like i should upload this pic.

so yeah.
(fyi, shao and i are planning to buy a notebook to like scribble nonsense in. LOLZ. loveya darling.)

BOOHOOZ

2006-12-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

NEH NETTE!!!!!! YOU'RE LIKE SUPER SWEET LAH HAHAAAAA. [: LOVE YOU LOTSSSSS OKOK AND I SWEAR I'LL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY LAH! ]]]:

NO MORE 抱抱S, NO MORE HEIGHT JOKES, NO MORE BOOB JOKES, NO MORE MAKING FUN OF EACH OTHER, NO MORE BITCHING SESSIONS, NO MORE SHARING OF MCWINGS, NO MORE RANDOM HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, NO MORE LAUGHING, NO MORE TALKING, NO MORE CRAPPING, NO MORE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

NO ONE WILL PLAY NETBALL HALFWAY (WHILE DEFENDING ME) THEN COME AND HUG ME ONE. NO ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!!!!!

I LOVE ME NEH NETTE LAHHZZZ HEH. I'LL ALWAYS RMB YOU TALL GIRL. AND HOR, S CUP IS SMALL, NOT BIG OK! G CUP IS GIGANTIC LOR HAHAHAHAA YOU POOO MANZ.

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I MISS YOU MICHELLE! WHERE HAVE YOU GONE. I MISSSSSSSSSSSS YOU AIYA JUST GO LIBRARY WITH ME OR SOMETHING. I MISS YOUR RANDOMNESS AND THE ABILITY TO LINK ANYTHING WITH A SONG. I MISS YOUR SINGING AND I PLAIN MISS YOUR SARCASM. (AHEMZ AHEMZ)

I MISS YOU SHAO, EVEN THOUGH WE'VE BEEN MEETING UP SO OFTEN LAH, I FEEL LIKE WE'RE SOME COUSINS, LOL, THEN MEETS UP EVERY OTHER DAY AND HAVE FUN. (NOT SISTER CUZ, I'LL BE OLDER AHEMZ AND NEED TO LOOK AFTER YOU! DUNWANNNNNNNN)

I MISS YOU CARRYL! I WANT TO HEAR YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT US NOT SPENDING ENOUGH TIME TOGETHER, AND TELLING US WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING TOGETHER! SOMEHOW WE'RE NOT AND STOP BEING SO BUSY LAH. DO YOUR WORK. AND MAPLE ISN'T FUN OK! HAHAHAAAA.

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I MISS YOU NICOLE! AH MA! ARGHZ. ALTHOUGH NOW IS LIKE ZERO CONTACT. I STILL MISS THE DAYS WHEN WE'RE IN SCHOOL, BASICALLY JUST HAVING FUN LAH, AND LAUGHING AT THE WAY YOU MARCH. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, ALTHOUGH I'M REALLY A LAZY PERSON TO GET IN TOUCH WITH! BLAHZ.

I MISS YOU UNCLE! AH GONG! 你们死到哪里去了!!! NO CONTACT DE LOR, THIS AH GONG! ZZZ. DON'T THINK YOU WORKING 就很了不起 HOR!!! STILL NEED TO RETURN ME MY FIVEHUNDRED BUCKS OKKKKK. HAHAHAAA.

UNCLE! EVEN THOUGH JUST MET YOU ON TUES. I STILL MISS YOU LOTS! I MISS THE TIMES WHEN YOU HAD LONG HAIR, THEN YOU'LL TIE YOUR HAIR UP TO ENTERTAIN US. I MISS SEEING YOU IN SCHOOL. I MISS PLAYING NETBALL WITH YOU! I MISS LOOKING AT YOU SCOLD VULGARITIES AT OTHER GUYS!!!!!!! I ESP MISS YOUR JOKES! LOVE YOU LOTS!

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I MISS YOU MISS GRACE KOH. I HOPE YOU GET TO READ THIS. BECAUSE HONESTLY, AFTER THAT FAILED CHALET, I JUST KNOW NOTHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN ALREADY. YOU'VE MOVED ON, SO I'M NOT GOING TO STAY ON THE SAME SPOT! I WILL MISS YOU, AND ALWAYS PUT YOU IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU, FOR MAKING MY SECONDARYONE LIFE REALLY FANTASTIC IN EVERY WAY.

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I LOVE YOU ALL NETBALLERS; GEOKPOH VANESSA YINGXUAN BRENDA JOEY AMANDA NADIAH ALYSSA HAZLIN TASVITHA! HAVE BEEN PLAYING NETBALL WITH YOU ALL FOR 3WHOLE YEARS. OUR 默契 IS REALLY THE TOPS ALRIGHT! I CAN'T IMAGINE A BETTER CCA IN SEC SCHOOL... REALLY GRATEFUL THAT I CHOSE NETBALL AS MY CCA, AND THAT YOU GUYS DID TOO!!!!

AND TO FRIENDS LIKE EVON, MUNYEE, WEETENG, XINQI, PEILING, DARA, ANNKHAY ETC ETC, YOU GUYS ARE LIKE THE NICEST GIRLS ON EARTH!!!!!!! YOU MADE MY SEC SCHOOL LIFE ENJOYABLE AND PEACEFUL LAH (NO BITCH FIGHTS, LOL) AND I LOVE YOU ALL ALL THE SAME. [:

TO 2E4'o5, YOU'RE THE BEST CLASS ON EARTH, AND IF YOU WANT ME TO NAME EVERYONE IN THAT CLASS, I CAN!!!!! I STILL RMB THE DAY WHEN WE WON BOTH INTER-CLASS CHAMPIONS... WE ARE UNDEFEATABLE!!!!! ALTHOUGH WE'VE SPLIT UP NORTH SOUTH EAST WEST... I'M GLAD THAT WE MET UP STILL AND HAVE FUN LIKE ALWAYS.. I LOVE ALL THE MEMORIES I HAD THERE (BE IT GOOD OR BAD..) CUZ IT MAKES US WHO WE ARE NOW, AND WHAT WE WILL BECOME.. IT STRENGTHENS OUR BOND AND MAKES US REALIZE WHO CAN DO WHAT AND WHO CAN'T, SO WE CAN COMPLEMENT EACH OTHER... YOU'RE JUST THE MOST FANTASTIC CLASS LAH, I LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISS YUPENG, YONGQI, MICHELLE, LEEJING, SHUYAN, ELAINE, MINGXIAN, JASPER, MISSLOO, ETC, FOR ALL THE ENJOYABLE HIGHERMOTHERTONGUE LESSONS! BECAUSE OF THE ONE HOUR EXTRA LESSONS ON EVERY FRIDAY.. WE ALL HAD FUN TOGETHER! I JUST DON'T ENJOY UPPER SEC HMT AS MUCH CUZ THE CLASSMATES ARE DIFFERENT, AND THE TEACHER IS A WHOLE BIG STRETCH FROM MISSLOO!!! ]: I JUST MISS 2E4'S ATMOSPHERE (CHATTY. FUN. LAUGHING.) AND I'D DO ANYTHING TO RELIVE THOSE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL, REALLY. IF I JUST DROP BACK TO EXP CHINESE, IM GOING TO CRY CUZ I NEED THE 2 MARKS DEDUCTION (BOO HOOZ!) (NO LINK LEH!!! [x)

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THANK YOU MRS CHIEW FOR BEING SO EVER MOTHERLY TO US NETBALLERS! YOU'VE BEEN THE BEST CCA TEACHER FOR US, AND REALLY REALLY PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. LOVE YOU LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! (PS: YOU'RE SUPER CUTE! :D)

THANKYOU COACH, FOR MAKING MY NETBALL LIFE SO FUN! YOU'VE MADE AN IMPACT IN MY LIFE, FOR TEACHING US NETBALL, AND FOR MAKING IT SO FUN. YOU'VE BEEN A CUTE FRIEND LAH (LOL UMPIRING YOU IS SO FUNNY). ONE DAY WE MIGHT PLAY TOGETHER? LOL. WHO KNOWS. [:

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I LOVE YOU ALL. AND TO ALL THE DIFFERENT PEOPLE WHO'VE WALKED IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE, YOU GUYS ARE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE MADE ME WHO I AM. WITHOUT ALL THIS UPS AND DOWNS, INS AND OUTS, I DOUBT MY LIFE WOULD BE AS SERENE AS IT IS NOW. THANKS FOR ALL THE LESSONS YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME, AND EVERYTHING HAS BEEN AN ABSOLUTE LEARNING JOURNEY (LOLZ). THIS IS MY LAST POST AND LOVES, FOREVER AND MORE.

P/s: i dont like ego people, so ego-isticism is like the most UNWELCOMING behaviour to anyone, ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heh. random. -.-

HMM.

2006-12-14T13:24:00.000+08:00

Ok. Today was rather surprising. Somehow, I walked to school in trepidation. I KNEW the KBox trip was going to be cancelled.

Surprise, ha ha , I thought right.

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Training started. Ran with Carryl and Annette, who later fell back to make others run. Legs felt extremely heavy. Could not move them with ease like I could previously. Continued to run, until the last round, where Carryl moved on and I somehow shuffled my legs enough to reach the main gate.

Stretched. Muscle ache. Stretch. Did straight shuttle.
Maybe you guys would be interested yah, to know how I felt? (or maybe not. AHHH I do not care!)

Drop balls. Hmm. Normal. Walking out. Er. Normal. Balls thrown into the hands, not infront... ZZZ. Started telling them the usual things, to like, leap! Run!

I understand what you mean, yingxuan, when you say that it takes time to improve. However small amount of improvement, yes, it is significant. But my bottomline is still, that I don't see that effort to acheive our goals that were set half a year ago, and action speaks louder then words.

I am not denying the efforts put in. But I guess walking out, passes not infront, doesn't count as a good effort, does it?

My actual disappointment was that, a simple drill, done for 3 years, 2 years, or even 1, would be at least, flawless. How many trainings were spent, with this drill as starters? I daresay more then half. But the timing to run out was horrible, the steppings, EVERYTHING. Yes, set penalties, yes, tell them, yes, ask them run around the court!

What am I? Coach? Friend? Player? TeamMate? Superwoman?

Am I supposed to be harsh on them? Then again, when haven't I? Should I be harsher? Then how? Force them all to go accordingly to my directions?

When I first suggested running 2.4 for every tuesday training (we actually could have just went for one trg per week), people complained. Some skipped that trg, and simply went for Coach's one. It's alright. The *regulars* still ran. I see our stamina improving. Good. We skipped, ran ran ran, because we agreed that Tuesday trainings would be physical, while Thursday ones would be with Coach, remember?

It's all coming back to me now. (I was too agitated just now and prolly shouted at Annette and YingXuan. Sorry.)

I think saying that we are not used to the ball is just an excuse. BIG excuse. Anyone can borrow a ball home to play. AND furthermore we DO play netball after school. Who plays? Who runs? Who participates?

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Skills are important. I still think they are. Without skills, we can't enter the court. Yes, some people put in effort, but I still think that maybe the effort's not enough. One percent effort is also an effort, but that's not your best, right? For some people, coming to training MIGHT BE an effort in itself already!!!

Or is it cuz even though we come to trg, we're not improving, at all?
What the hell am I doing then? Am I helping you guys? Making things worse?

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Thoughts raced through my mind, as thousands of conflicting thoughts crashed and collided. Yes, I wasn't thinking on the bright side, but sometimes thinking on the bright side ISN'T going to help us at all, is it?

No one can improve overnight. But 3 years of straight shuttle. What? Don't know where to run? What's recre team's standard? Worse then the sec1s? Better then the sec1s?

Are we even DOING better then the sec1s????????

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The argument got pretty heated. I just felt tired. I know you both are feeling angry that I felt like I don't think they put in enough effort. But hey, if there's effort, it would reflect in their training, right?

Trainings are like little practices. Honing our skills to play a good game on court.

How can we play a good game, when our drills are sub-standard?

How can we expect ourselves to enjoy netball when our play sucks???

Who likes to lose all the time? If you're ok with it, I'm not!!!!
I see so much potential!

EVERYONE can catch a ball, EVERYONE can leap for the ball, EVERYONE can dodge for the ball!!!!

It's just not happening on our side, is it?
(Not just today. Every day.)

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pretty much everything has been said just now. i don't really care if anyone thinks that i'm making a mountain out of a molehill. It is pretty important. All I can think of is: what shit am I showing Coach now? The same problems happening over and over again....

Lazy legs (not dodging) weak passes (floats in the air) butter fingers (ball just swishes pass)...

how long has this problems haunted us?? Very long? Has it improved? I guess it did.

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Just that when we play on court, that little bit just isn't fast enough.
We haven't caught up enough.
We are not even near that standard.

If we just continue making excuses. Why should I try so hard for you guys?
Why go online to find all those drills that will benefit us?
Am I being fair to you guys?
Are you guys being fair to me?

Is it right for me to have the right to punish you guys?
Is it right for me to even be a coach when I personally don't have mad skills either?

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Sometimes I just feel that I'm not supposed to be doing all this. I'm the least qualified person! Sometimes I just want people to acknowledge the efforts I place in all this past trgs, and at least just try to put in more effort into it, because I put in ALL my efforts in it.

It just doesn't seem fair that while I slogged so hard, people are just hanging around complaining about trg. It just doesn't seem fair! Why should I plan all this? I'm not paid! Why should I handle all this expectations, and even oversee the fact that recre players get the chance to enter WestZone next year?

Do you guys want it? So bad?
If not, why do I want it so bad? Why do I expect all this kind of results?

What am I doing?

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I guess I just wanted to say that the results of our training does not benefit me at all. I just thought on the BRIGHTEST side, thought that the recre team might just be able to handle the main team.

I guess I was wrong, I thought wrong, planned wrong, figured wrong, and I shouldn't have broke down just now. I was just thrown off the cliff. When YingXuan started telling me that I didn't see the improvement, every word she and Annette said just made me want to roll up and cry even more.

I'm sorry for wanting so much for you guys. Maybe Hazlin should take over totally. I've stopped planning for trainings. Why give so much when no one wants it anyway, right?

It's all bullshit. It's ok. I'm happy now. At least you guys heard me yell. This is the last time I expect anything from the recre team bah? You guys better be more initiative alright. Yup.

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Action speaks louder then words. No matter how much we plan, if no efforts were placed, no action taken, it's just all words. Nothing. No effect. Crap. Might as well not do a thing.

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I hope you guys can proudly say you're a netballer.
Say it out loud. And proudly.

Just so you people know. The 2 games we played with sec1s and main team, we lost both. That just says alot, doesn't it? Or is it cuz the whole team's off form again?

I'm not going to argue anymore. It's just... there. Either you see it or you don't.

BLAH.

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Went to mac! Ate McWings! PILES OF CHILLI!!!!! [:<

I am heading towards my aim: consuming 500 packets of garlic chilli. O_O
I ate 6 today. LOLZ. 494 more packets to go! Whee!!!!!!

Talked cock in Mac. Hahaaaaa. [: Life's good.

17 more days before my blog closes down! :DDDDDD

This is the 170th post, by the way. [:

2006-12-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

no damn reply for you, tough luck! if you think im a bitch, too bad there's no words in MY vocab to describe YOU, or give an equivalent to the word bitch in the form to describe a guy.

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on second thoughts. bastard. :DDDDD

the new year.

2006-12-13T18:59:00.000+08:00

Just realized that life is going to be harder. To get a position in the JC I wish to be in (VJC)... I realize I do not want anyone else to live my dreams. I do not wish for a shadow, to hang loose behind me. My aims are plainly written, I simply want a spot in NUS to study psychology, philosophy, sociology, social science.. whatevs. Anything to do with the human mind, about interaction, about the emotions, anything that triggers the mind, because I am interested in this subjects. Yet, the pressure of others warping MY idea into theirs, and even worse, achieving them (what if I don't get into a JC??) worries me.

I'd live to see others live my dreams. I feel threatened. Images flash in front of me, images of my parents, thinking I'd be the daughter to enter University (both my sisters studied/studies in Ngee Ann Poly), only to find that I live the same fate as them. No, that's not what I want!

I've been escaping from my schoolwork, constantly on the move to indulge myself further and further. Yes, I want to improve my maths, my sciences, but I wondered to myself while I was on the bus today, whether this subjects are helping me, or pulling me down?

Thousands have achieved good, if not fantastic results, for their O's. I'm no different from them, facing difficulties in my maths, sciences. Why should I give up, lament on my inability to score well in this subjects I'm weak at? Should I plain give up, escape from this subjects, or am I going to simply tell my kids in the future "I don't do maths"??

I don't want to live my life a failure.
I'm going to enjoy this last week, (as I keep telling myself) before I freefall back into a dark pit with mounts of books propped around me, thick thick pages consuming my life, dim light flooding the pit, and education flowing through my veins.

I would much rather learn about LIFE right now, and not subjects that requires logic. Because life is illogical, there are things that simply cannot be explained by a theory, life CANNOT be predicted by labelling an object x or y. It is the dead way Maths work that I hate it. Why can't it be more flexible, let life soak it through? ARGH! Maths is simply not HUMAN at all.

I'm closing down my blog after this year. Bye bye 2006, hello 2007, my nemesis; MATHS.

2006-12-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.

2006-12-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

blah stupid post was gone zzz-.-

went kbox, sang my lungs out, had fun with laine van mx jasper.

this thurs going again! with the netties (pre-ordered LOLZ)

blah. sucks. had a dream involving the whole class. not going to type again.

haloscan for tagboard.

and yes, i know it's pearline chan not jean ng. -.-
focus not on them though, it's on WENDY TAN.
and vanessa!!!! i got pic with jean ng lor (cuz geokting has a pic with her, which means i have (same time take one))

LOLZ. makes no sense. -.- but i'm not going to trouble myself lah! SO THAT GIRL IS PEARLINE CHAN, THE C!!!!!!!!!

yeaaaaa. you are the most thick skinned person, aren't you????

ARGH EYEBAGS ARE THE MOST HORRIBLE THING IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!! AM I BORN WITH EXTRA BAGGAGE UNDER THE EYES??? ZZZ.

i miss my bfs. come back here carryl and michelle! before the holis are sucked up and we're buried in a nest of books. PEI ME LAHHHHZ. *grumbles*

KBOX

2006-12-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

Actually wanted to rot at home. (supposed to go Escape, but Michelle went to Indonesia, etc etc)

Yupeng called last night. Somehow persuaded me to go KBox.

Turns out. Only Elaine, Jasper, MingXian, Vanessa and me.

OMGZ!!! All 高级华文的！ so 巧咯！ [x and I didn't realize until Elaine talked about HCL ISPL package (to hell with hcl ispl! i don't even know my results, and whether i can cont with hmt lah -.-) and yeaaa. It was fun lah haha!!!!

I miss yanjing + maggie lahzzzzzzzz 脱掉 no one jump with me one zzzz. VANESSA got jump with me! :DDD but in the end the sofa tilted a wee bit (i jumped off to safety) then never jump le.

*I* jump. *High* looks around and everyone's sitting down. zzz. WEI PEOPLE!!! TUO DIAO HEN HOT DE LOR!!!!!! [x

ok fine so maybe I have an extra vein for highness or something. IT'S STRIPPING LAHHHHHHH HOW CAN SIT DOWN ONE LOLZ.

(or maybe it's cuz im easily excited LOLZ. -.-)

Ahemz. Anyway. Met at Jurong East Mrt lah. The guys were late HAHAAA. Ok skip skip. Enters the room and started gobbling up the nuts and stuffs!!!! OMGZ they got new items in it and there's this ringlet thingy which is yummaye. [: Then probably ate like more then ten bowls of the snacks lah yummaye. :DDD threw those that I don't eat (nuts and peas) at mingxian cuz he's dumb HAHAA. The floor was littered with food lah and so painful!! zzz. NEVER underestimate food and the amount of pain it gives you combined. HAHAAAA.

*dian* alot of songs. Sing till no energy. BUT very fast high diao liao!!! I kept shouting in the end lah hahaaa. [x and completely couldn't sing bu de bu ai. -.- DOTS LAH HAHAHAAA.

Got sing 5566 songs leh!!!!!!!!! 爱情漫游 -.- Jasper pick one then somemore forget how to sing! LOLZ! [x HEHEEEEEE then MingXian trying to 搭讪！ ZZZ then we asked the guy who came in to give us the bill, what that girl name's was.

He came back with a NUMBER !!!! @.@ OMGZ so qiang lah!! hahaaa.
So yah. Pro lah. Then we *help* him give back his number, LOLZ. (he shy ah.)

OMG. I'm going KBox again with the netties lah (i book them like last week! LOLZ.) this thurs and i'm going to die from singing!!!!!! HAHAA. OMGZ VANESSA I DONT CARE!! You're coming on thurs too ]: YOU SAY YOU WILL COME ONE LOR HMPH!!!!!!!

okok. I'm inserting haloscan into my entries. YEYS. AND I'm zzz-ing le. Pics ah. Not alot leh, so yah, not putting them in. PLUS I NEED TO FINISH ISPL!!!! SOMEONE ASK ME OUT ON A STUDY DATE PLEASE!!!!!! I can't seem to study at home lah *stares at tv + comp*

hahaaa. ass leh. i miss uncle! [:
i miss my bfs. rmb ying and shao? LOLZ.
i miss the netties lah hahahaaaa (have been seeing you all for like 4 days straight!! so bu xi guan lah.)

i dreamt that all the 3e2 girls were beating up the guys. junjie was a beach ball and he bounced away, then brenda scolded us for kicking him around the class. -.- zzz. then nuoshi was giving out sushi to replenish our energy (but her arms were akimbo while brenda scolded) and i rmb gracia stepping on top of junjie cuz we told her to try to gain balance on top of him (we said she couldn't. she said she could) then jump to baseball game and i fell down and in the end i was sitting down in the 4nations game and then i was playing with the national players and i saw junjie as a chi ko peh taking pics of the players (cuz wearing skirt mah so whenever they jump, the skirt will fly up) (got wear shorts lah zzz) then brenda started punching him.

moral of my dream? :/ NOTHING. just that brenda's quite contradicting LOLZ.

Blah Blah Blah

2006-12-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

SOOOO the pictures are uploaded, only filled in a lil captions (then got lazy and decided to type 'em up if necessary), and yeah. There's like around 40+ pics? [:

Enjoy.

I'm on Team Singapore. What about you? [:

taken on the first day of volunteering. Wednesday. It's the pass which allows us to enter and exit as and when we like, through both doors. WHA HA HA. I loved the job! (You get to sit at places with good views too! YEE-HAAAA)

Team Singapore. OH the glory. I sang the National Anthem yesterday! I'm so proud of myself hahahaa. (Shao and I sang quite loudly. LOL.)

taken on the first day too, when I was doing the school's registration duty. :/ zzz. SO STUPID LAH agp don't want to take. HEHE. NEVERMIND. I got enough candid shots of her to make into a slideshow. [: YOU WAIT AH, SB! [x

i waddled up to Wendy Tan after they finished their first game and asked for a picture. She said yes. OMGZ the horrors!!! :DDDD SO HAPPY LAH whahahaa. ALTHOUGH I look crappy there -.- but not the point please. She's so small lah (she's 163cm) and she's super fast ok!! Hehee. PLUS she's damn good and she's so small lahh!!!!!!!!!!!exclamationpointexclamationpoint.

Jean Ng, GK. On the posters. On the Netball Books. She is THE Team Singapore's Team Captain!!! O_O So good lah! [: Fantastic player, heh.

The veli veli *funnaye* GD lor!! Hahahaaaa. She's really hot lah. MMM.

HEHEHEEE. Omgz I really wanted to take a pic with her! So I ran up to her and asked whether I could take a pic. Vanessa said I was crazy but we all took pics with her in the end! HEHEEEE she's adorable lahhhhh whhahahaaaa. REALLY HUGE AND PRETTY EYES (and NO my eyes are small stop lying to me! ]:)

very cute Mickey. Rolled on the floor after entering match in last quarter on the first day. Hurt her head. Unable to play for 2 weeks = missing the entire 4nations game. OMG. Poor thing. ]:

SO. SATURDAY.

We met up at like. 11am??? Cuz we wanted good seats and all. Etc etc. Sat on je platform's floor. Waited for Shao (the VERY EARLY PERSON). Boarded the MRT, headed down to Toa Payoh again (a ritual for us alrdy).

Saw this candy-poppin girl. MYGOD. The first thing that flashed into my mind is Raspberry Ripple Icecream (my fave!!!!! Next to Cookies'n'Creme)

I'm not kidding you right!

me: I used to be that cute!!!!! *smiles like mad to myself*
everyone: *rolls eyes*

When she left the train, she waved goodbye to us!! SO CUTE! MYGODZ!!! ADORABLE LIL THINGYYYY OMG OMG OMG EXCLAMATION POINT!!!! She looks ready to be eaten lah, totally melts with her smile ok. zzz. Im mad.

No pics of the game cuz my camera can't take clear pics of the game (bugger). BUT STILL! I sang loudly for the National Anthem. (Hahahaa no link!) Then the first match was for the 3rd and 4th placing. Scotland won, Canada lost! ]: BOOZ. I like Canada's anthem, so I like them *shrug shrug*. [:

After that first match, I got high (for no reason, maybe cuz we all started talking again, and I stopped playing QuadraPop (lol) [x) and whored in front of the cam like crazy.

So I'm just going to put them all in. HEHE.

--why does the pics have white spots? or izzit just me. :/ oh wellz.--

all the pics I took with *shao* and *vanessa*

look at my hand! the chop has the date. it's to ensure you bought the tics, so you can go in again lah hehee. [:

supposed to be scissors paper stone act cute version! [x (im supposed to open eyes damn big) but in the end it was like not cute at all lor, just looked spastic, HAHA, so yeah. [x

and the pics I took with annette! (don't know izzit cuz i take pics de position too low for annette, or cuz she too tall or something!!!! face will cut off one. SO I took alot with her hahahaaaa)

neh-nette is my BOYFRIEND leh! (looks at quekqi) hahahaaa. NAH. WO AI NI LAH ANNETTE CHEW CHEW!! (ehz is chiew or chew ah HAHAA.) :DDDD (i like to make fun of her and she makes fun of me. hehe. it's a love-hate r/s LOLZ. more to love lah HORRRRRRRRR *pokes*)

LOLZ. (i look fat)

ANYWAY. Now on to pics i took with nette and geokting.

then I started pulling everyone to take pics tgt [:

geokting moved lah hahahaa then started laughing. [x LOLZ.

call me screwed up face no.1!!!! whahahahaa. [:
(this is my fave pic btw. LOVES IT!!!)

and the 2 people who refused to take pics with me (us) sigh. ]:

(pic taken after joey refused to take pic. blah. so candid pic to let you guys see them again!!!!!!!!! [:)

After all this. It was the Singapore vs Papua New Guinea's match. OMGZ Singapore won! [: So proud lah. Hehe. Cuz some girls started chanting "DE-FEND!" then uses the clappers and hit 2 times. Then we started to pei he with them and the whole stadium did the same thing! So Singapore players became soo defensive and caught back ALOT of balls.. OMGZ so proud. [: But the PNG players were still good lah, managed to put the balls in. [: But still, Singapore won (of course! The entire stadium was rooting for them lahh hahhaaa) and we all screamed for them. Yeys. Loves Singapore, haha!

Went to Mac and slacked, after walking around, helping Vanessa get signatures in her book (I helped her complete the whole thing! OMG WO SHI SHEN) Boarded the MRT later and started getting ideas for the second netball design. YEYS. My idea was well received lah, so it's all good. [: Then started talking about other merchandise and I totally went O_O whahahaaa. OH WELLZ. I hope can make jacket lah hor LOL.

HMM. Hoarse throatttttttttttttttttttttttt. Feels dry, even now. Screamed too much. Loves Singapore. Enjoy the camwhore-ity. LOLZ. Sorry if my face appeared like, so many times lah zzz. MY CAM WHAT hahaa. -.- (what am I talking about!)

lolz. and hey geokpoh! thanks for the msg. [: i'm fine, just that im disgusted with our school guys, that's all. love ya. hugs too! [:

omg.

2006-12-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

I'm frankly, appalled by some news.

Shall update tml. Which is technically, today.

But I've more, the urge to type down what went on.
But of course, it's something DISGUSTING.

I can't bear to let *that* kind of people read my blog! This is disgusting! Moreover *you* hang out with them! I'd never know what you're saying behind my back.

Sorry, but the things you say and do at times are really making me think twice about..
zzz. And I'm sorry if I ever doubt you. I can't trust you.

*looks to sabrina*

Immaturity.

I AM A FULL-FLEDGED FEMMINIST FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS.

All other guys should just f off and frolick in the fields with equally pea-brained girls *major frowns*

Wow, talk about shouldn't be bothered by what I heard!
*Runs to bfs and spills the beans*

I NEED A HUG.

O_O

2006-12-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

arghz! i scream and shout and throw my arms in front of the screen. but no one sees my frustration and obvious anger.

ARGHZ, once more.

oh. while scrubbing clean the netball just now, i heard someone call my name. i answered "huh?" as i usually do. i thought it was my mother. no, it wasn't.

cheeky grins

2006-12-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAA. Omgz 4 nations is sooo exciting! Papua New Guinea has been impressive thus far, what with the fantastic saves and the resounding "chops" of the balls that were scored into the net, replaying in my head. Their GA and GS might be *heavyweight* champions, but the focus is more on CHAMPIONS. They are definitely the best GA and GS amongst the 4 nations, but I still hope for Singapore to win them tomorrow! Having watched all the matches for the past 3 days, I *am* proud to say I'm a SINGAPOREAN, because I see the fighting spirit there, and everyone cheering for our players. I guess the pressure was on today, and Singapore lost to PNG by ten points. HOWEVER. There is one discomforting situation detected today.

None of the people in the stands were singing the National Anthem.

I felt slightly embarrassed. OH WELLZ. Tomorrow I'm going to sing our ANTHEM out loud! Not singing the National Anthem has become such a tradition; this is soo humiliating! Imagine the Scotties and Kiwis singing louder than us, while they only have like less then 20 people in the stadium? :/ ARGH.

Pictures will arrive soon. I'm just waiting for my hair to dry, before I head to bed. [:

OMG you know what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We ran like SIAO LANGS today after the Singapore bus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGZ! So fun! Hahahaaaaaaa. We're definitely a screw loose when the night gets darker. -.- SO FAR. Scotland has been chased by us for 2 nights straight. [x

Not something to be proud of. BUT STILL. It's so hilarious. [x The players will wave back AND then we will feel embarrassed/high/motivated/breathless.

Thanks to netball trg. My sprinting has never been better *rolls eyes*

Singapore team's GS, Li Lin, is 188cm!!!!! Approx 2 whole heads taller! ARGHZ!!! This is insane!!!!!!

I love netball. [: It's the bomb!!!!

hehee.

2006-12-07T08:34:00.000+08:00

HEY all! [: It's THURSDAY already. -.- SO fast right. Ok. It's been prettaye busy for me, with quite an amount of pics to upload, so yeah, in for an eyefest ok! [:

(i look reallaye... -.- so yah. zz.)

--

TUESDAY:

Netball training was officially.. FUN. [: Hahahaaa. Besides Brenda's trademark hard smack (my hands unaccustomed to such force now) and the ever chatterings on gossips and any funny actions made by one another, training was peaceful and rather bearable, what with a full week of inactiveness.

Did the regular stuff, and in between, managed to grab hold of a handful of people to celebrate Annette's birthday!!!!! Her birthday was the next day. Wednesday. Which was yesterday, but Tuesday's tomorrow. So technically it's tomorrow, but in actual fact, was yesterday. (Har har.) SO ANYWAY. True to Yingxuan and I's words, we brought her to PastaMania (in WestMall!).

So begins the onslaught of pictures. It's lame to the breaking point, and it screams of pure, plain, *i just want to take pictures* pictures. But hey. There's pics of everyone! (Geokpoh -.-) so like. the holidays might make you miss us. SO hello! You get to see our faces! Again! Miss us not!!! [:

The ever adorable Carryl. And her lame antics. And her funny ideas. And her hilarity. She left early!!!!!!!!!!! ]:

I shamelessly asked for a paper and pen to write down our orders. As usual, when a mess of people crowd at the counter, the money's not tallied, someone has to pay more, and the others will return after the additional money's given. Birthday Girl took charge on the money matters, which was ironic cuz 1) she's younger then all of us, which makes her the supposed *less* money sense person (ahemz) and 2) it's her birthday! Wth is she doing at the counter, counting money?? She should be sitting down!!

I realized the fake samples of different pastas were all the same. I felt cheated. I wanted to take back some samples. I was disappointed that they were exactly the same!!! I could imagine all the same people taking some stealthily (as I had) and throwing them back into the miniature sacks in disappointment (as I had!!)!!!!!!!!!

Our table no. [: ZZZ. I started taking random pics..

And I loved it! [:

Their food arrived first. Shao and Carryl respectively swung their forks of bread around, asking others for a bite. None took. Only I did. (does this mean i'm greedy? or i'm just besties besties with 'em?) (this question doesnt need an answer. [:)

The picture pretty much sums everything up. Our food all came in less then 10 mins. Which was really good! [:

It looks pretty, doesn't it? Shao did something horrible to it. Observe.

Yup. Hooray.

My lovely lovely food! Made me soooo full..... Hehee. [:

So full, till I couldn't eat that small slice of pizza. A mild discussion went down the table. Pastamania's pizza doesn't taste very good. Bread was thin, etc.

me: because pastamania's not called pizzamania, that's why their pizzas not that nice!
silence.*
gp: but pizzahut's pasta also very nice what, but it isn't called pastahut!

LOL. The stuff we talk about. This conver went on for like, 10mins? HAHA. So we finished our food. And Geokpoh and Vanessa started messing with their food. Yingxuan was playing QuadraPop. (Have I mentioned the QuadraPop frenzy among us nowadays? Anyone with that game in the phone should be, I assume! [x) Shao joined in too. I looked on with abated breath. Ok. The food actually looks normal.

the pictures speak for themselves!!!! If I didn't recall wrongly, this are the dishes served at pastahut,pizzamania. (Ceremoniously called so due to our prev conver)

In the end...

This was the last pic I managed to take before leaving pastamania happily. I was full, and contented, and we were heading down to near westcoast to commonwealth (simply because we have a match there the next day).

Camwhoring has never been easier.

We then pestered geokpoh to take a *real* pic. I wanted to take pics with everyone. ANGGEOKPOH is sooo @*(^$&*%@!!! BLAH. Oh wellz. We headed down to commonwealth, which is actually river valley's old site. Then we saw this wonderful reservoir, and saw an adorable turtle in it! [: heh. Then attempted to walk to west coast, which was of course, crazy. -.- in the end we all clambered onto a bus, tired, and it was merely 3 stops away. ARGH. I think we walked past 5 stops, at least. HAHA. Good exercise, good exercise!

By then my phone died on me. So no nice pics. ]: I wanna go climb the pyramid again! Lying down there with Shao. So nice lor. [: Vanessa spun me till I went dizzy. And the first thingy we sat. Whahahaaa. I thought I'd die. I didn't. It was fun! :D Makes me wanna go Escape even more. WHAHAHAAAA.

WEDNESDAY:

Commonwealth match! Woke up early to meet geokpoh and geokting on bus 180. -.- bloody. I missed the bus by a step! And I missed another 180 cuz I was playing an exciting game of QuadraPop. YEYS. I'm amazing. -.- took the next 180 and arrived after Shao. WHAT!??? I woke up earlier lor ZZZ wth!!!!

On bus 30. Sat next to Michelle. Remind me to NEVER. Do that again. [x

Match delayed. Actual time to play was 8.30am. We reached at 7.30am as requested. Heads were banged onto the walls. BBSS netties rolled on the floor. We slacked.

AND THE MATCH STARTED!!! Me and Geokting umpired. I thought that since it was a friendly, the main thing was to let those wavering-to-an-offence-but-not-really-on-the-second-look kind of offences go. BUT there was this girl (dubbed as Blue Hairband) kept umpiring FIERCELY. Ok. So umpired fiercely too.

The unhappy thing about umpiring is that the other team's players think you umpired wrongly. The group of Commonwealth B team players think that my umpiring skills SUCK. I felt like turning around and blow my whistle to that girl, whoever she was, who kept commenting like "Obstruction lor!" "明明是 obstruction, 为什么没有吹？很奇怪咯！" Her voice annoyed me to the max I tell you!!!

In the end when the teams went for the last quarter or something. Their senior umpired *our* side, and when they defended, she didn't blow obstruction, they kept quiet ever since. SEE! Not obstruction what! And after the 4nations game, I *know* it isn't either!!!! So don't blame me if you lose. Cuz apparently you cannot blame me for not blowing something that's correct!

I video-taped the last quarter, which was the 6th quarter the B team played. Background music, courtesy of Commonwealth Band. -.-

Let me tell you the positions.
BBSS NETBALLERS ARE IN PINK BIBS.

GS: Joey
GA: ShaoYan
WA: JiaXun
C: Patricia
WD: Michelle
GD: Annette
GK: Carryl

Whee. Look at us go. The final score was 36-29. We won! :D

netball vid (please click)

Hehee.

So after that we left and Geokpoh and I went to Pizzahut at JE to eat. Annette came later and we headed over to Toa Payoh Sports Hall for the 4 nations thing. Shall blog the pics tml. Then we had to help out at the School's Registration area, and I saw Michelle's sister! [: At 6, we went in to the volunteer's area and got a really good view of the game. First game was Singapore vs Canada, and nothing much I can say. Except that Singapore was soo impressive! [: They were quick and swift, and I just LOVE Wendy Tan and Pearlyn Chan! [: Fantastic attackers. [: So was the GD, who smiled all the time. Hehe. And Mickey Lin! She's really very cute, although she played a little only. Oh, and the Zhang girl. Hahhaa!! Vanessa like her alot lah. [x

The next game was Scotland vs Papua New Guinea, and basically that's all the 4 nations. It was a rough match, with alot of jostling and shoving and boob hitting actions. Could see that both teams wanted to win badly, and they put up such a good fight!!! Pity Scotland's GS stopped performing and failed to put in goals. Or else the last quarter would be amazing. [: Match ended, debriefed, went to Mac for *supper*, headed home, and had so much laughs in the MRT. [:

YEYS! Going later again, to help out. We got the season pass, HAHAHHAAAA! [x It's so fun lah whahahahaaa. And I'm buying the white shirt, and shooting on Friday to get the prev shirt! Wheehee. I'm mad over netball shirts. [: they're all sooo prettaye.

On our way out, we saw the Scotland bus leaving. We ran over and started waving like mad. We = me, shao, vanessa, geokpoh, geokting, joey. Yeys. Madness! The Scotties were friendly!! So nice. [:

I like the Canada umpire! She's so pretty. :D

This is the longest post I took to write, ever. The time now is 1:04. I started REALLAYE EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehee.

2006-12-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

Wonder why I've changed blogskin? CUZ I want to re-make my blog; AGAIN! [:

Don't worry Joey. Your blogskin is done. Hahaa. I just need my comp to flicker back to white, before I fiddle with the colours again. ZZZ. YAWN. Stupid comp.

Whee. I've resorted to watching the show on youtube. IT'S THAT GOOD! [:
(not to mention watching BLEACH, NARUTO, etc.)

My jiejie showed me a vid on steven lim. Acting sexy. -.- OMGZ someone pull him down from his ego trip please! He's so not hot. And he was advertising for a girlfriend. Like wth, he even set criterias lah! Ok fine, maybe he's being straightforward, but who will reply such a *call*???? Definitely, not the smart girls. Unless, Mr Steven Lim, you want to go out with a girl who wants to make fun of you. Otherwise, your attempt to attract hot babes just failed horribly.

I mean. Hot Singaporean girls have sooo much more going on for them.

Right?

The controversial

2006-12-03T19:58:00.000+08:00

Badly wanted to blog about something serious (as I always do. But I think no one reads it anyway -.-).

The BIG problem is with fashion disasters. Walking fashion disasters. Proud, think-they-are-trendy walking fashion disasters.

*shakes head*

OK. What do I mean by walking fashion disasters??????

1) Cheapo-looking clothes.
I mean, c'mon, you can DEF find some decent clothes in Bugis Village, right? BUT cheap clothes does not mean nice clothes. I mean. Just on friday. We witnessed a bunch of 13 year-olds (I assumed. They got the gg look going on.) walking infront of us. We named them immediately Fashion Diasaster 1, 2, and 3. Not being horribly mean, BUT at least while we were dressed more for ECP (meaning shirt, shorts, nothing fancy), we looked much more *style* then they are!!!! -.- Fashion Disaster 1 wore a checkered purple and black shirt, which would look acceptable, except that a WHITE SKULL (which looked cartoon-ey, btw) was printed at the back.

Now now. Would you buy that shirt? Even if it's just 5$? I wouldn't. I'd save that 5$ to probly buy ANOTHER, say, 15$ shirt? ZZZZ. I wouldn't spend it on a shirt that would make people laugh! Now, would you?

You wouldn't, right? *worried look* I think skulls are just scary. How would you like to have a real life skull staring back at you, huh? You say it's fashionable? If you're wearing fashion, it shouldn't look so wrong, should it? AND to add on, kids 2 years younger then us. Are just all lians lah ok. Look at the screwed up attitude. -.- "I slit myself!" "I smoke cuz I very depressed!" OMGZ attention whores!!!! Slap them if you see them. They obviously need to be waken from their mindless acts. -.-

2) Blindly following fashion.

I mean, c'mon, just because Jap look is in, you don't dump all the *trendy* looks in one, right? There's people who just... wear striped socks, puffy skirts, revealing tops, all rolled into one, with no sense of colour combinations whatsoever. It's hurtful to the eyes, and it makes people wonder why your parents didn't stop you as you stepped out of the house! You'd imagine their parents dressing them, somehow. -.-

Maybe it'd look better if you cut some weight. Which brings me to the third and last point.

3) Bulging fats.

Now. I don't mean to say slightly *chubbier* people can't wear fashion on them, but just think. Why squeeze into a garment that will probably squeeze a bundle of fats out, instead of wearing a normal shirt that wouldn't emphasize on your *uglier* points? Why force yourself into those babydoll dresses, which clearly, was designed for the more petite size girls, instead of squeezing into them, showing off a roll of sausage (which is fats; that's just a term for it) above the dress? Do you know what I mean? Cuz the top is like, spaghetti strapped, so the fat from the back and the arms just squeezed to the top, which just looks disgusting, and your fats just looked stuck in the dress. -.- It's disgusting, revolting, and definitely a laugh for everyone else!

I'm not being mean to the slightly chubbier, weight-challenged. But if it's not to your advantage, why wear those clothes? You waste your money, and you get laughed at secretly. What's so good about that? Either you change your wardrobe, or you lose some weight. Simple, isn't it?

Ok. That's the major flaws detected on Fashion Disasters in Bugis Village spotted. This is your reporter, *beep beep beep*, signing out. Back to you, Cheryl Fox.

Har, har, har.

[x

ARGHZ.

2006-12-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

Dinner was so filling!!!! My stomach, intestines are filled to the ultimate brim. -.- IM GOING TO BURST LE LAH!!!!!!! *screams*

Hmm. Yesterday, the screen flickered from yellow to white. I jumped for joy.
Then it flicked back to yellow. -.- SO it's still the yellow screen. ARGH. Stupid lao ya comp. Can't wait to get a laptop! Whahahaa!! [:< Just a year more I hope. HEHEHEEE.

Next week is busy lah can! The stupid 4nations thingy. Other people took the finals day to volunteer. -.- Then the KidzNet people say will inform the school one! In the end nothing. LUCKILY sb msg me and ask me to msg that *JARAIN*. Yao bu ran we won't have anything lor. ZZZZ. To think we told her we want to help out le!!!!!!! BOOZ. Oh wellz. Heh.

OMG! [: I want to continue saying this lah. 恶作剧之吻很好看！特别是郑元畅！天啊！！！超级大帅哥。:DDDDDDD

I want buy that DVD lah! ZZZZ.

WHEE.

2006-12-02T16:13:00.000+08:00

Shall not move over to xanga. to only post personal stuff there. ZZZ. [: OH WELLZ.

omgz ZHEN YUAN CHANGGG!!! He looks super cute lah!!!! [[[:

我知道我可能对你有些逃避，有些隐瞒，有些厌倦。
但一切都是不可能的。
做得再好，再完美，也不会有用的。
我不否认曾经有过美好的回忆，
但毕竟，回忆就是回忆。
我不希望你逗遛在过去中，不肯面对未来。
放下我好吗？
我们从很久以前，早已纯粹，是朋友。

*

我知道我最近都没有回应你。
我了解你的个性。
你认为是对的，就是对的。
你认为是错的，就是错的。
但是，我不愿意与你再度回到从前那样，一起讲话。
你不是以前的你，我也不是以前的我。
你可以对你的朋友说一些对我们不利的话，
但那也不会让我觉得，我该对你说声道歉。
我承认，我说过，要陪你度过这一个艰难的阶段。
但你一夜之间，变得非常。。。不可理喻。
要求这个，要求那个。
我不是你的谁，我不需要你这种让人窒息的“照顾”！
慢慢的，我从你那，疏远了。
你说我逃避。
对，我承认我的确是在逃避。
但你说，你听得进我想说的一切一切吗？
你整天的沟通，最后的结果还是以“吵架”成为定局。
你想太多了，太多太多了，导致成我不能够再和你沟通，也不想继续沟通。
我厌倦了。
可能我突然的消失，你很生气吧。
不要再说大话了。
以行动证明你所相信的。
光说的，谁不会啊？
我讨厌的是只会说，不会做的人。
（你应该读不出我写给你的这个段落吧。）

*

而你。放弃了学业。我说的你也不肯听。
我把你这个朋友，也放弃了。
你认为我那次见到你，还会很热情的打招呼吗？
我放弃了！你不想做的事，就别做了！
反正你开心就好。我也不是你的谁，可以指示你做我觉得，对你好的事。
我希望你早点领悟到。
那张文凭。对你，是十分的重要。

*

三个不同的你，不同的他，不同的失望！
到头来。还是觉得同年龄的男生很不中用。
年龄小。不够成熟。只是一堆的问题等着被推倒而已。
只是时间的问题罢了！

*

我不希望围绕在我的身旁的朋友们受到伤害。
也不希望你们难过。
如果有不快乐的事，要记得。
There are ups and downs in life.
When you go to an extreme high, be prepared for a nosedive to an extreme down next.
However. When things turn bad quick, expect it to turn good too, because when there's ups, there are downs, where there's high, there is lows.

Don't dwell on the past, look to the future. If you aren't contented with the "now", then you'll never be.

这段话。你听进去了吗？

brainless people -_-<

2006-12-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

(Blogger decided to be a bitch so I had to upload my pics with photobucket. Really. How lame. -.-)

Hee hee. SOOO yesterday's escape outing was cancelled. SOOOO I rotted wonderfully yesterday. ,_. And I just felt so *deflated* lah. Nothing to do. BLAAAAAAAAA. Shall start on my ispls next week. AND stop my monstrous appetite. WHAHAHAHAAA. Some really hard things to do, but I'll manage (hopefully). [x

The comp screen is still yellow. (is there any benefits for staring into something yellow for long?) (and no, I don't visit porn webbies, so no huang se thingies. None at all. zzz. Ok. Lame joke. -.-)

HMM. So like, Carryl popped over to my house, cooked for her (OMGZ I'M SOOO NICE) and she gave me some stuff from HongKong! This really cute mickey mouse pen (I'm using it next year alright!) AND Versace perfume from SASA. Omgz thanks darlinggggggg! [: Lots of loves. Heh.

So we changed the plans a lil and headed down to WM's Mac. Met Michelle dearest and Chris!! He act dao lah zzz. I made a point to smile at him. Hehe. The way he smile is so funny lah!!!! Then he said something like, if we reach after 12, he won't speak to us and he'd act dao, and if we arrived after 12, Michelle can't go east coast with us. -.- DOTS!!! LOL. So like, we arrived 12 on the dot. HAHAHAAA. Omgz so lucky hor!!!!

THEN we slacked there for awhile, stoned there for moments, breathed in air that killed minute air sacs in our lungs (which will lead to bronchitis etc) and I felt my healthy pink lungs turning black with every passing second. (OK exaggeration. BUT it felt horrible ok) Then we finally left after Michelle changed. (Not without smelling some random AUNTY'S LAO SAI smell lah OMGZ. At first I couldn't smell it. Then Carryl ran out, then I stood at where she was standing. OMGZ the SMELL was TERRIBLE!!!!!! I tell you, it just diffused and just... OMGZ. Damn gross. Then Michelle stepped out and we totally laughed and OMGZ-ing away and totally like, escaped from the disgusting smell. Ok. Digressed. -.-)

Then we left for town to get Carryl's slippers. At Cine. We overshot I think and ended up in Bugis. -.- Then we took the train back and walked to Cine, it was a lil rainy AND we actually met up at 10.30. In the end? We reached town at 1.30 liddat. OMG -.- Then couldn't find Ripples, in the end the whole rack of slippers were sold out and Carryl's face immediately became -.- HAHA. Really lor!!! So we felt cheated, and decided to walk over to FarEast. BUGGER. It had to rain. SO we decided to take the cab even though FarEast was just steps away. Luckily the rain got heavier lah, so more worth the money. THEN Carryl got her slippers. I made her wear it on the way up to the escalator. HAHAAA. Omgz she had to tear out the circle-y labels lah!!! HEHE and she managed to wear only one slipper. -.- LOL. So yah. We made a huge spectacle of ourselves. ZZZ.

Michelle bought this pastel pink belt, which suited the grey shorts alot! [: Then we went on over to BEDOK. And all the way there we were playing QuadraPop (if I didn't recall wrongly) on our phones, leaving Carryl with nothing to do. Hahaa. [x (Our sony ericsson phones had the same game, just in different forms!! Mine was bling bling, whereas Michelle's one was musical notes! HAHAAA. So fun. [x) So yah. FINE. Michelle's good in it. LOL. She claims to play it everytime she's sad. LOL. Cute lah.

This is evidence of her boredness. I asked her to twirl around, and she *did*!!!! O_O Horrors.

And all the way, while taking transportation. We'd moan about walking down the stairs (so we took the lift down from the mrt station) and we took cab to FarEast, so we were commenting sarcastically: So much for being NETBALLERS. LOL. Lots of laziness lah! HAHA. How appropriate. Heh. So like. Yeaah. We reached Bedok. Realized it was drizzling.

So we thought of a wet weather plan quick.
Aromatic smells from the hawker center beckoned me. I was slightly wavered. I could not stand it any longer.
I suggested... EATING. -_-

pfft. I think I've spoiled my image or something. what??? eating as a backup plan??? LOLZ WTH. I think I've outdone myself. [x So we like, felt that it's been awhile since we ate chicken rice. So we bought the 3$ one and shared amongst the 3 of us, and bought OTAHS. Omgz the food there was yummy!!! [: So after filling our tums, we decided it was time to FINALLY go East Coast.

By then, it was already 3+. -_-

Then went over to bus 401. GUESS WHAT.

Bus 401 only operates on Saturdays, Sundays, and Public Holidays.

Guess what day is it today???

FREAKING FRIDAY!!!! Omgz! OMGZ! AND we were totally broke (friday is NOT the best time of the week! By then. All your money's gone. -.-) So we totally broke down, somehow. BLAH. Thanks lah. Went to ask a random uncle how to go. Take another bus. Still must walk. We groaned at the idea of walking (Wow. Netballers huh.) AND the idea of walking in the rain. ZZZ. After (not) much consideration, we simply decided to head back to bugis (where we went to in the first place) AND I made a comment that pretty much summed up everything:

"So we went to Bedok just to eat chicken rice lah?"

-_-

sian. And all this running arounds... Really BRAINLESS of us. LOL. So like, it was still fun! At least now I know the hawker center at Bedok interchange which is the place you get off to get onto the bus that leads you to VJC has this really good chicken rice stall!!!!!!!! (trying to console myself) THIS IS OFFICALLY BRAINLESS BUT FUN! LOL. So we decided to do more of such brainless stuff. (we've been eating non-stop)

Decided to go to Bugis. Carryl craved for Double Choc Cookie from Bugis Cafe. OMGZ. More eating. I'm happy. :DDD

Trains back. Continued playing QuadraPop. Carryl whines. Michelle and I promptly ignores. Welcome to our lives! (Oh. And humming along to Atomic Kitten's songs, with Chipmunk voices. Yeaa.)

THEN we reached Bugis Street and immediately went up to second floor and ate. NO COOKIES. ]: BUT the brownies were OMG so damn goooood!!!!! [: It was heaven lah. Heh. Gobbled everything up. And I tell you, Ice Lemon Tea tastes just as good EVERYWHERE. I mean, I LOVE it. [: Hehe. So after consuming sinful delights (I swear I'm def going back for more brownies topped with icecream) we window shopped. Got some earrings, saw a really pretty girl and yeaa. Our day was great.

Oh. Saw some earrings that really made my day.

here it is, in it's full glory. LAO SAI at the max people!!!! [x

AND this was forcefully taken at some mirror in FarEast that sells lotsa belts in the basement. I love it! [: Miss Shao though. ]: Then the whole thing ended and we left at around 5.42 and we just had fun like that. No East Coast. No miracles of me riding a bike in a day. -.- and definitely not even touching a BIKE. ZZZZ. Oh well. Means we have to wait for Shao. Whahahaa!!! [: WHEE.

So now I have to let my maaaaa use the yellow comp. GOSH my eyes hurt. Hope the colours of the words on the pics are alright. -.- CUZ I can't see properly with yellow screen ah!!!!!! PFFT.

Thanks Daniel, for tagging. LOL. You really *do* make a point of tagging! Hahaaa. I hope I won't inflate to her size!!!!! *worried looks*

Oh, we saw lots of hot bikinis. Heard that the swimming carnival. Can wear swimming costume underneath pe tshirt! Like whee!!!!!! (Carryl mentioned not minding to wear swimming costume if Fat D wears hers too. I second that!!!!!)

(On the other hand. Maybe if gracia wears too. LOLZ.)

TAGGGG

2006-11-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

5 years ago, I was...

At the even age, TEN!!!! [: Was Pri 4. I got fantastic grades btw, and it was streaming. But my results deteriorated. Was pretty good friends with ... BLAH. It's in the past now. Kinda regretted letting my maths rot. Cuz I was one of the few who got 100/100 for sa2. -.- incredible right!!!!!!! [x hahahaa. My maths used to be GOOD!!! lolz.

5 snacks I enjoyed...

-WHIPPED POTATO

-CHIPS

-CANDYFLOSS

-MENTOS GRAPE

-ANYTHING CHEWY!!!!

5 songs I know all the lyrics...

-NURSERY RHYMES!!! [x

-hmm

-let's

-see

-this isn't impt right? lolz real short term mem here, I rmb only snippets of choruses and bridges and stuffs. -.-

5 things I would do if I had a million dollar...

- *I* would spend it on *myself* cuz others should just get their million dollars too!!!! [x TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD WHAHAHAHAA.

- invest more in stocks and hopefully gain gabizillions.

- Buy villas and stuffs. So I can like rent it out, live in it, whatevs, but I'm still earning money by not working. [x Lifelong investment! Whahahaaa.

- Shop till I drop.

- Make all pervs eunuchs. Simple. Or dig out their eyes. Like they say. With money comes power. Hee Hee Hee *rubs hands in glee*

5 things I would not wear...

- Skimpy lingerie in the streets!! NOT IN SINGAPORE!!!!

- Leopard print overcoats. Ew.

- Poncho in town. Omgz. Die.

- Ankle-length skirt in RED or RED HOT LEATHER PANTS with some yucky contrasting top URGHZ what an eyesore! LOL.

- Anything that's lacy or screams "I'm A Cheapo!!!" Oh. Those flowery garments that is so... O_O

5 bad habits...

- LAZYYYY LIKE A PIGGGGG!!

- Stubborn. Heh.

- Thinks that the world is nice. Ok. I'm changing perspectives. (this is what my mum complains about me all the time. HAHA)

- Ignore my mother's nagging. HEY!

- Complain. Incessently. COUNT MY BLESSINGS!! COUNT!! COUNT!!!! (but my maths not good ah. LOL. lame joke. Not funny. -.-)

5 famous people I would want to date...

- SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS. [x

- ZHEN YUAN CHANG omgz ultimate hottie please!!!!

- EDISON CHEN (SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

- BILL GATES (and prolly seduce him so I *do* get my million dollars, haha)

- One Angmoh hehehheheheheeee OMGZ fiction makes them sound so hot. [:

10 people to do this quiz...

-Anyone who's birthday's in October, born on the 10th date, have some anniversary on the 10th or Oct, register no. 10, parents whatsoever having 10 as a lucky no. or something!! LOLZ. Ok lame lahhhhh poooots.

EHEHEE. Bored I am. [:

(OMGZ so many people viewed the scream vid?? LOL stupid lah. And no one commented. Like wth -.-)

OMGZ

2006-11-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

My comp screen is now YELLOW!!!!! Like wtbz lahhhhh POOT.
<--- ok fine, so it looks white!!! BUT right now, it's like so yellow, the pink stuff looks red. -.- SIAOZ.

Ok. Actually going ESCAPEEEE one, but in the end Michelle couldn't make it. ]: Cuz it was her sister, SHARON'S birthday today!! (She told us ytd in KFC. -.- How can we forget lah!) Even Michelle forgot too! (Alot of things going on. Hang on babe!!!! It's going to be over soon.) So yah. We're cancelling the trip. Then we figured we would go East Coast Park or something and cycle. And like. I WANNA SIT ON THOSE FOUR-SEATER ONES!!! I thought have lor. -.- Cuz I still rmb when we were young. Watch those Brit movies. Then have mah!!!!! LOL. Ok. I don't cycle for nuts, so HEHEHEEE yeaa.

Omgz!! If we do go ECP, I'm gonna be like, exercising for the first time this whole week!!! Without netball, I'm just one lump of fats waiting to cook eggs or something! (Which my house has, like, lots now, cuz I LOVE EM.)

I've been eating every min. I mean. I might not want a diet, I don't wanna deprive myself from good food (ahemz) BUT I've been totally eating so much! URGHZ. I gained 1kg LAHZ like zzzz. Ok. Time to cut down on the round-the-clock binge-fest. ._. Don't tink it'd work though. Booz.

HEHEHEHEHEHEEE. So like, who else is buying the z610i anw???? TAG ME!!!!!! [: I think that phone is the bomb lahhh, buy it people buy it!!!!! Ehehehehe.

Omgz I ate cake just now, and now my sis returns from school and she's making lunch (which in actual fact, I ate alr, cuz in the morn I had mac bfk and then my mouth got itchy and I snacked on the cake?) which is SPAGHETTI (for people who don't know how to spell, take note please. -.- Which means I *AM* eating round the clock! Like every hour, eat one time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGZ! How to not grow fat, you tell me??????

*BTW, all the vids we took were mostly before, after, or during HMT lessons cuz it gets SOOO boring!!!!!! Mostly Michelle, LeeJing and me lah, bored to death. Then will laugh at something funny and starts "let's take a video!!!" (That's what Michelle says all the time, heh).*

And uh, is it good? Comments please. [:

Hehe.

2006-11-29T15:32:00.000+08:00

GO TO MY FIRST VID [x

This is the vid from like. Long ago. Hahaaaa. It stars *ME* and *LEEJING* and many thanks to michelle's amazing video-taking capabilities!!!! [x

More to come lah, of course, so come here everyday ehehhehee. [x LALALAAAAA. Omgz I feel so nice. Hahahaaaa. OKz. I need to know HOW THE HECK DO YOU ADD STUFFS into your vid. Cuz apparently I just edited in my phone. But somehow the text can't be moved and all. And the format is not supported in Windows Movie Maker. So like. SHITZ. ]: BLAH. Any pros who knows how to fiddle with this? Please tag or something!!!! Ahahhahaaa. CUZ I have so much I want to say inside!!!! Ehehheee.

This is Michelle. She is one of my best friends. She is adorable. She likes purple and stars. She is known for dripping sarcasm.

Instance no.1:
carryl: omgz what's that smell. it smells like hamster!
me: omgz it's not me! i'm not a hamster *giggles like siao*
mich: it is from you!
later; mich: ying, you're a hamster right! never bathe ah!
carryl: don't you have the powder!
me: it's such a small bottle lah!
carryl: aiyooooo not enough can always tell us one mah!
mich: *sniggers*

boards the bus;

me: seee! it wasn't from me. the smell didn't follow!!
mich: omg what's that hamster smell!!!!!!

Yupz. Have I mentioned that she's adorable, loves purple and stars, and drips sarcasm??? I love her still. WHY OH WHY!!!!!!

This is Sharon, Michelle's younger sister, who is taller than me. ]: She plays netball too! [: Is a defender. I am sooo proud of her (though I'd want to kidnap her height anyday) and she has the most adorable smiles. [: She looks like Michelle too!!!!!! Both of them are gorgeous alright! OMGZ. *drools*

AND. Another video to feed you hungry people. [x

CLICK HERE

This is me! Screaming when Shao carried me! [x Hahahahaaa. Oh btw, it was taken ard June/July bah, when my hair was still short and a *lil* spike-able. Hehee. Yeaaaz.

Whee. It just freaking rained outside. And my sister very nice lah. Whatever.

Ehehee.

2006-11-29T08:28:00.000+08:00

The breakfast I made!!! I think I'm a good cook *smirk smirk*. LOL. Right. *rolls eyes* It's just crabstick&shitakemushroom&veg in egg.. How hard is it, right? PLUS it has this fanned out ensemble, so let's just say it's a work of art.

Oh by the way. Did I mention that I think chopping food is fun? [: Ehehehe. Talk about childhood memories!!!! *Masak masak*!!!!!!! (Is that right? LOLZ.)

Waking up in an early morn! I think I'm heading down to school to clear my locker lah. I forgot to ask my bfs. And Shao cleared it ytd already. zzz. Poot lah.

OH OH and I know there's people who will steal my phone *STARES at Aida* hahahaha as warned by Aisyah. [x Aiyoz. Steal Aisyah's one lah!!!! She got that 3-D snake game in her nokia phone ok!!!! ]:< Me. Don't. Have.

Oooohz. And uh like, I wanna go escape tml! So shall go around calling people up. Hehe. LALA manz.

And I found this VideoDJ thing. So like guess what. I CAN TOTALLY EDIT VIDZ AND UPLOAD THEMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!

I'm so happy, I'm totally not bouncing up the ceiling. [:
Yes, my phone is gorgeous and EVERYONE *does* like it. [x
Yes, I think my mama being sick equates to her being nice. [:<
And yes, I have slacked my way to almost 2 weeks alrdy! Time to step back into study mode. ]: SHEEZ.

I love I love. [:

HAHAHA

2006-11-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

I forgot why the heck I wanted to blog laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa like way to go manz!!!!!! [:

Should I move over to xanga? [:

OMGZ. I LOVE MY PHONE!!!!!

Fret not people. This phone is lovely. Still got the promo ah!!!! 99$ one. See who in your family have expiring contract. Take theirs and buy the phone!!!! PINK is like the absolute gem!!! You have to get it!!!!!!!!! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

They weren't kidding when they say alot of people liked this phone. :/
OMGZ. I love shao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [x Heheheeeeeee.

Ehehee. Okz.

2006-11-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

I WANNA PUT UP A WISHLIST! [:< Okz. I'm mad.

*

HMM. Netballers!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE WHO ORDERED YOUR SPORTSBRA (hahahahaaaaa) it has arrived!!!!!!!!!

way(s) of payment!:
1) CASH. To MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
2) To coach.

The first way is the more convenient one ah. GIMME THE $$$ and I'll hand it over to Coach!!! [:< Next trg, which is on 5th Dec. Pass me the money!!! And pass the word around to others. If you can't give me the money by 5th Dec, please inform me, get my number somehow and message me ok!!!!! Pass the message around! Let your friends know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

HA HA HA

2006-11-28T15:11:00.000+08:00

*smirks*

OMGZ!!! *snorts* the PHONE is in **MY** hands!!!! WHEE!!! In the gorgeous ROSE PINK!!!!! [:< YEY BAYBEHHHHHH!!!!!! [;<

Omgz it is THE most gorg phone ever. AND I have it!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD I'm so happy now can!!! I'm floating on cloud 99999999th!!!!!!!!! [x

As you guys know. I CAN UPLOAD PICS NOW eheheheeeeeeeeeee SO YEAAAHZ. Please have some eyedrops next to you cuz as you might (not) know, I'm pretty (ahemz) zilian [x SO LIKE. Yah. Babooooz lahhhhh.

This is only to show that *I* really did get the phone alright!!!!! [x

Well.. The only thing bad I can say about the phone is a lil bit small memory space.. And it's a tad bulkier.. BUT I still loves it!!!! HEHE. And it only has one game. BUT it's so bling!!!! [:< So it's fine ah.. :P

SO YAH! I wanna go escape! [: Whee. And KBox. And WildWildWet. Sheez. When *is* the money dropping from the sky anyway???????

OMGZ OMGZ OMGZ!!!!

2006-11-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

This isn't happening!!!

Just over dinner, my sister and I talked about handphones... Then I mentioned that the price has dropped.. My sister said she saw the phone in IMM too.. So like, I just got nervous lah. What if she said "No" straightaway right. Then I just screamed "妈妈！我要新电话！" Then just talk talk abit.. THE PRICE WAS THE CATCH. :D Cuz it used to be like 300$ ++ ah. So like. OMGZ. [: GREAT!!! Then my mama said it'd be my *christmas present*!!! Like WHAT THE BANANAS, that's the BESTEST present ever!!!!!!!!!! OMGZ SCREAMS OUT LOUD! All I'm hoping is that there's still that phone there. Hehe. And yeah. Everything goes on smoothly SO that I can get my phone! Whee! Phone! Sony ericsson z610i!! That phone that SHAO pointed out to me and I just went OMGZ! over that dummy phone!! And practically wanted to smuggle it home!!!!! It's going to be mineeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*For some reason or another, the picture's not appearing. So no gorgeous pic of my gorgeous soon-to-be phone. YIKES.*

This is the BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With this phone. I can like. Upload videos and PICTURES!!! Like YEYS!! Finally right! It would no longer be just WORDS!! [x Whee! Shall post again when I get the phone yah.. OMGZ I love my motherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr WHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAAAAAA.

*

Pooz like. I don't know. I WANNA GO MICHELLE'S HOUSE DO HIST PROJECT. WHAT DO YOU GUYS SAY? [: *refers to jingjing, michelle and carryl*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST LEEJING, SABRINA, AND JOEY! [:

*if you guys haven't wished them yet, hop on over to their blogs to do so!*
:P
And I might be moving to xanga.com or livejournal.com, depending on how things go. [:
Loves to all on this wonderful day! [:<

hmm.

2006-11-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

So like. Life is long. Once you're dead, there's NOTHING you can do about it; everything ends in an instant, just like that, the moment your heart stops pumping. No amount of money can bring back a dead man.

All I want to say is probably this: life is short, what more with ALL of us doing things wrongly and making mistakes along the way. Life in itself is an experience to be savoured, and if you fail to see the happiness in it, you fail to experience life to its fullest. People who were unfortunate enough to live in the World War era failed to experience life to the fullest, and goodness knows how much money they'd exchange for a second chance to live their life again. I think it's a pity we brood over bygones, and not look forward. Sometimes, however, it's this experience of not looking forward that teaches one to look forward always. Because the past is always good, best kept in our memories. Yet to move on and experience the even betters, would let us know how much more there is to life out there other than some simple matters of the heart, money affairs, or just some plain everyday annoyance.

It is only when one is bored, that one starts to fuss about the present. And it's only when Man isn't satisfied, that disasters breed. AND when we fail to understand the bigger meaning to life, and just wonder "how would i ever move on", and to allow a person/object to tie us down, do we suffer.

It all depends on ourself, whether we're happy, or we suffer. It's the mindset. Why do people say that the poorest of all people are able to live the happiest of all lives, whereas the rich people lead downright miserable lives? It is the race for satisfaction and the lack of appreciation and contentment that troubles everyone. Even for me. Even for my sisters. Even for my family.

Although my mother supposedly instills her opinion of appropriate values in me, I sometimes wonder why can't she LEARN something from me too. We all can learn things from everyone. Anything. Anyone.

*

OMGZ I'm preachy but GOSH! That was bananas. [x HMM. I came across some strangers' blogs. AND I was pretty shocked by those who threaten suicide, who pride in slashing their wrist, and stuff like that. They complain about parents not caring, whereas they smoke, drink, stay out late, ask for money, AND shout vulgarities at them, PLUS they get caught by teachers, police, have bengs for boyfriends (who are most likely under probation that sort) and get into trouble and the entire entry is FULL of grammatical errors; I mean, what kind of a lousy life is that?

All I felt was if I could inspire a thought in a person; AND that person inspires another person; and it goes on; wouldn't life be merrier and happier? More relaxed and bouncier? Why be so uptight. Right? When life is soooo wonderful.. (even though the rain is here again, URGHZ.)

YUP. I wonder why recently, I've been commenting on the theme of "Life's Good". -.- BLAAAAAAA. This are signs of aging. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

BLAHHHHHZ!!!!!

2006-11-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

Realized something when I was talking with LiangYing and YuPeng!!!!!!!!!! I detest "soft" guys!!!!! [x hahaaaa. Might be stereotyping lah, but aren't all the guys supposed to be MAN and FEARLESS??? That, for me, is attractive for a guy!!! :P Whahahaa.

On the spot, I've thought of a name for "Soft Guys". How about Diaper Boys? :DDDDD
Ok. But the main point of this post wasn't supposed to be for the DBs. It was supposed to be dedicated to the 粉红猪 & 好姐妹 (YuPeng and LiangYing). Lalalalaaaaa.

So like. They asked me out ytd in the afternoon. Was lazing around, feeling fat after consuming two packets worth of instant noods. Then came a call, and an invite to stretch my excuse for elephant trunks (aka my legs); SHOPPING!!!! :DDD But you see, the main point was:

1) I had like, only 30$ with me
2) I haven't got any nice shoes!!! ]:<

So like. I was hesitating. But the temptation, o glorious temptations! I got lured out of the house simply by looking out of the windows. [x I was thinking to myself: If it continues to rain, I won't go. If it stops, I'll go.

The rain was declining to a slight drizzle, almost to none. The dark clouds were giving way to whiter, fairer skies, and yup, as fate would have it. I'm going out. [;<

Met them, went on board the mrt, started to warm myself up to (teasing) yupeng. [x SUCH A LAUGH.! We just basically stripped the entire WORLD of conversations and went on and on and on. (Not to mention sarcasm on FATNESS and fantastic *wordplay* there) It was pure entertainment. They way me and YuPeng battled it out. We were being so *sour* (suan, in chinese!! LOLZ), you can get total gastric pain, jaw injuries and lack of oxygen all at one mighty go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I digress.

I think every shopping trip is a learning journey (ahemz, nice way of putting it), but actually. Guys clothes are ex and hard to find, girls clothes are EASY to find provided you like to wear super revealing clothes or you have zero fashion sense! LiangYing bought this gorgeous bag I sooooooo wanted and stupid YUPENG told her to bring it to school EVERYDAY to spite me. !&^%#*($(^@ WTH. I thought older people are supposed to be WISER and bicker LESS with the younger people. LOL.

So anyway. Who cares about him right!!! Hahahaaa. I got a bag!! SHAO!! I GOT A BAG!!!!! It's the kind I wanted! Whee!!!!! In this not so silver, yet silvery colour. [x I'll bring you there!!!!!!! LALALAAAAA.

So yup. Then *I* have made up my mind to return to *THAT* bag shop where Liangying bought that super nice bag (sobs) and look out for similar -blow me away- type of bags. Oh man. It's really nice!!!!!!!!!!! Then there's another shop that sells this ultra cute bags with like jap magazines printed onto the bag, and it's so cute!!! too bad it's big with a small handle. BALAHDABEEEBOO lah ok. -.-

No clothes. No shorts. Booz. So like. Went over to FarEast and finally! Yupeng got his shirt! [x Hehee. AND in that shop, I saw the most wonderful heart shaped accessory for my *new* bag. BUTTTTTTT it's super ex and it's gonna end up as a necklace. WHERE'S MY LADY LUCK!!! BOOHOO!!!!!!!

So later the 鹏中之王 (which is YUPENG) went to buy this fantastic chicken and I got all wired up and started gobbling away AGAIN. Can someone just knock my head!!!! -.- And in between, are snippets of bickerings and teasing. AND we are going to plan something good! Something really good!! [: I think when things are more finalized, then we will like tell everyone? :/ Hehehee. FOR OUR CLOSE FRIENDS LAH. Something to do with PROM. Something to do with ALMOST EVERYONE WE KNOW ACROSS THE LEVEL. Hee hee. I love suspense.

So like. They walked me home again. [: Cuz it was late, and they're my 长辈s, you know? [: So I called home. Parents haven't come home yet! So we like, just slacked under my block and reeeallaye talked, like about everything. [: It was so fun! Hahaha. And we talked till eleven plus. -.- From nine plus to eleven!!!!! OMGZ. Amazing. My conclusion? 2e4'o5 is still the best class. I don't ask for more. I found such good friends in this class (it's such a good mix of characters!) and I still miss the upbeat atmosphere in 2e4 till today. It's just different in 3e2. 3e2 is peaceful. 2e4 was crazy. TOTALLY HECTIC ok. Still rmb the 'TAKE YUPENGS BAG AND RUNNNN!!!' game we played? In the name of *exercise*??? Hahahaa. I think we should be the TAF club instructors or something. Look at him now!! He's slimmed down!!! :DDDDDDDD

Ok. So I've successfully rotted the whole week again, and guess what? I'm still rotting away! [: I don't mind going out the whole day, the whole holidays, but seriously, my mother isn't THAT crazy to supply me with money to have fun when she's slogging so hard! I might have to come up with alternatives; non-cash-consuming projs. Sigh. Life is hard.

One thing is for sure. 2e4'o5 will forever be an unforgettable memory. [: *hugs*

hello!!!

2006-11-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ok. So I lapse into occasional blogging. :/ Hehe. Oh wellz. Who actually reads this anyway? [: So I'm here again. To jot something down.

Yesterday was a good day. Went to celebrate Joey's birthday in advance. Was booked like, a week ago? Hahaa! So went out. To fareast. Joey's star belt is soo nice! [:< And I finally got my black belt ah. Yeys. [: I just need so much more stuff on my list... LOL. Should money drop from the sky. Please let me be there. I shall have a bucket! Grow 6 more arms! Have amazing catching abilities!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahemz. I digress. [:

So we like. Walked around, look here and look there. Went off to bugis street pretty soon lah. Nothing much in Fareast caught our attention. They're all selling the "trendy" clothes, which are those revealing pieces. We're still not up for it ok!!! Not going for *sexy* yet, so we got ourselves this nice stripey top in a shop; just in diff colours. It was cute, haha! [: Couldn't find that shorts we saw that day, that gorgeous colour. ]: Blaaaa. So I didn't get any shorts. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!! Had so much fun just taking neoprints! Cuz the pictures were fab and the machines were fab. So everything was fabbity fab and we were all smiling away. Anw sakae sushi was fun too. I love chawanmushi and I shall get a rich bf who supplies me with whipped potato and chawanmushi and money and shopping trips and soon I won't even need to lift a finger to get whatever I want!!!!!!! :P Ok. Talk about daydream!

So we went to make the keychain. With one of our neoprint on it. And it was pretty! [: it's so prettaye.. OMGZ i realize I have this fetish for decorating the most spastic cartoons onto the neoprint itself! LALALAAAA. It's just sad that cannot scan it in ah. ]: Pooz. So everytime I look at the neoprint. I'd feel like laughing. Cuz there's this really spastic guy I placed in the middle of nowhere. HEHEEEE. Ok. Shut. Up.

Then makes it and camwhores and GUESS WHAT. Coffeebean's CHOCOLATE ICE BLENDED is superb too! Lalalaaaa. Mm. Then took 941 home with Joey and basically just went home, played xiangqi with both sisters. HEHEEEEE. [x Ok. Lost to both of them. ]: noobity noob. BUT STILL!!!!! It was so fun. [: Shall play moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Omgz. Next I'd be playing pokers or something. -.-

TODAY! Overslept. Missed trg. ]: So sorry ah. BOOZ OMGZ still feel very bad for like. Skipping trg. ._. Then went off to meet michelle and shao for our lunch date! [: It was simple in a way. But I liked the fact that we made time to have lunch with one another. It was quite ex ah, but NICEEEEEEEEEE. Out of budget though. :/ GONNA SAVE UP MONEY!!!!! I'm going shoe-spreeing next week with shao & michelle. [: lalalaa! Omgz money money money. Materialistic. -.- POOZ. WHY DO I HAVE THE CRAVING TO SHOP!!! WHY!! WHY!!!! *over dramatics*

So like the stupid rain boomz onto me again. Everytime I take 180 the blody rain rains and it's like bananas. So I wait for like half an hour before hopping onto 66, for just ONE STOP, then alighted at school there!!! Then I walked home in the drizzle! It's so odd! The 180 there was like pelting rain. And there, at the next turn, it was a mere drizzle. BALAHAHAHAAHALABADAHBAAAAA. So yeaa. My main point was I wasted time and money and got wet. -.-

OK. I love the world and the world loved me. Which is why I have so many things I have right now. I'm fortunate and blessed and live a good life. I do not ask for anything more, then to carry on and live the simple life I have now. Because I think life's going to get more complicated as we progress on (the simple leap from childhood to teenhood has killed my braincells!!!) and I need all the good karma I can get.

Which was why when this lady approached me at the busstop today asked for 1$.55 cents, I just handed it over. I treated it as donating. To the needy. I see no need for her to lie to me that she needs money to return home. She said she's suffering from depression. I'm not sure. Her eyes reflected emptiness and detachness. I think she's lonely. She talks weird too. I talked to her a little, and by how she carried on talking, not wanting to leave me alone, just indicates her loneliness. I can't help but think she's a single mum, her daughter was out of wedlock and complicated stuff like that. She said she's suffering from depression and was in bukit batok to see doc? :/ I doubt her, but hey, anything's possible! So yeaa. I just listened on. She's well-off, she could afford a new phone. No mention of a husband though. ._. Ok. I pity her a lil.

Oh. And ytd, we saw naiimah, liying and fazeelah in bukit batok area, westmall there!!!! Then in bugis. Saw like bbss seniors. Think last min prom shopping ah! [: THEN today at school busstop there. Saw fazeelah again. [: SO FATED!!! :DD Then she told me maths lesson in the afternoon? Omgz I thought it was in the morn!!!!!! -.- So like. I attended his lessons only twice. Ouch. Buck up ying. I need to really get back on my studying track. BLAAAA.

Ok so I rattled on. RMB KIDS! Look into the distance. Preferbly into trees or something green (My advice? Paint a TREE onto the wall. [x) and yeaa. Stop spoiling your eyesight.

p/s: I proof-read my sister's compo! I AM LANGUAGE-FICIENT. [x On the other hand. She never failed her secondary Emaths or Chemistry before. :/ same parents. different... skill thingies. (?) BALA lah. Life is fair.

pp/s: RUDE PEOPLE WILL ENCOUNTER RUDE SHOCKS IN THEIR LIVES! Retribution is something to be believed in. Lala.

And I've done it again. Brainwashed ______ again. [x IMMA PRO!

late nights are for emo posts!

2006-11-21T23:43:00.001+08:00

]: BLAAAAAAA. Today should be my last day of the redmonster. Hopefully I'll feel much better soon. Hehe. Drank a cup of warm thingum and felt thousands better.

I need sleep. Bad. But I'm not sleeping yet. So much for *detached from the comp*. :/
I NEED SLIPPERS!!!!!!!! ]:< So sad lah. So I'm like. Shoe-less tomorrow. ARGHZ. Shall get that nice shorts, some top, and a white/black belt tml! I SHALL I SHALL!

And nice shoes, of course. [; Hehe. OMGZ SHOPPING IS MADNESS I TELL YOU. ALL FEMALE SPECIES ARE BORN WITH THE ABILITIES LIKE ENDURANCE AND PERSERVERANCE. WHY? NOT FOR MATRIMONIAL PURPOSES (YOU KNOW, FINDING FOOD OR SOME HARD CHORE) BUT TO SHOP!

Yupz. Mr Jansen (I miss him!! Sob.) showed us one of his funny clips. [: It showed the men's route into a mall- when he needed a pair of jeans. The man walked straight into ONE SHOP then walked back out (indicated by red arrows). Then they flashed the women's route. The red arrows flew ALL OVER THE PLACE and into all the shops! Omgz. Totally true. :D

Whahahaa. Lots of people's birthday on 26th Nov. All the parents very busy 9 months ago hor!!!!! :P Happy birthday in advance then, hehee. :DDD

late nights are for emo posts!

2006-11-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

]: BLAAAAAAA. Today should be my last day of the redmonster. Hopefully I'll feel much better soon. Hehe. Drank a cup of warm thingum and felt thousands better.

I need sleep. Bad. But I'm not sleeping yet. So much for detached from the comp. :/
I NEED SLIPPERS!!!!!!!! ]:< So sad lah. So I'm like. Shoe-less tomorrow. ARGHZ. Shall get that nice shorts, some top, and a white/black belt tml! I SHALL I SHALL!

And nice shoes, of course. [; Hehe. OMGZ SHOPPING IS MADNESS I TELL YOU. ALL FEMALE SPECIES ARE BORN WITH THE ABILITIES LIKE ENDURANCE AND PERSERVERANCE. WHY? NOT FOR MATRIMONIAL PURPOSES (YOU KNOW, FINDING FOOD OR SOME HARD CHORE) BUT TO SHOP!

Yupz. Mr Jansen (I miss him!! Sob.) showed us one of his funny clips. [: It showed the men's route into a mall- when he needed a pair of jeans. The man walked straight into ONE SHOP then walked back out (indicated by red arrows). Then they flashed the women's route. The red arrows flew ALL OVER THE PLACE and into all the shops! Omgz. Totally true. :D

Whahahaa. Lots of people's birthday on 26th Nov. All the parents very busy 9 months ago hor!!!!! Happy birthday in advance then, hehee. :DDD

[x

2006-11-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

hey people! The internet's officially restored. [:< But that doesn't mean I'm going to use anymore of the time. I need time to get out, have fun (in other words, splurge), and not get too addicted to the computer. I'm slowly getting out of the clutches of this horrible contraption. I shall not get big butt from using the internet too long. Whahahahaaa.

Heard that alot of people who went for the China trip vomitted alot of water?? Take care everyone! (Whoever that might have reached my blog in some way or another). And I think the next year's 3e4 class combi a little weird ah? BECAUSE pure bio + combined science? Where can that get you to? So it's like a total screwed up combi. Not alot of choices in jc? Ohhhkay. That's for the teachers to decide. We're powerless!!!!! (LALALAAAAA)

So today was kinda alright because we went for netball trg and it was kinda slack, not much things to do anw! So little people turned up, and frankly speaking it's getting depressing. On a brighter note, we played xiang qi today! And it's so much fun! I finally got the hang of it and hehehheeeee played so long lah. [: OMGZ LEEJING IT'S GOING TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY SOON!!!! :DDDDD 5 more days!!!!!! You're long awaited moment! Hehe. Whoever knows leejing should sms her or tag her board a "happy birthday" ok. [; hehe.

Ok! Tml's a Going Out Day with Dearest Shao and Joey. [: It's to celebrate Joey's birthday in advance, and to like just walk around the whole town area basically. (And to shop lah, of course. Hehe.) And on Thursday I'm going on a lunch date with Michelle dearest!!!! Who owes me Fish & Co. dinner!!!!! But it's lunch! Or dinner!! Whichever!!! I'm excited!! Whee. :DDDDDD Probably roping Shao in too, see what happens. [: Too bad Carryl's in HongKong. Grr.

Omgz! I don't know what rubbish people will tag but OMGZ GOONG is like SUPER BORING LAH. I don't know izzit cuz I tune in at the wrong time, but basically it's just old people yakking away (ok. that's a lil harsh. Ji dong-ing away???) and it gets extremely boring to watch. ._. I've so far surfed channel u the last few days and it all turned up to that part. Plus the show moves on quite slowly. I don't see the catch in this show? :/ Ok. I'm just not interested in old people talking. I SAW THE FIRST EPI OF E ZUO JU ZHI WEN ANW!! I know this is like, snail-paced slow, but OMGZ it's so cute lah! [: I think cuz I watched QIAO WEI ZHI LIAN or something. I think ZHENG YUAN CHANG is adorable. Hehe. And the whoever is so cute also lah! [: That's a better show then GOONG. Even the meteor garden II also nicer can -.-

OKOK! Enough of drama serials, I think those who don't watch them will just nod off. [: Sorraye for the lack of pictures, if you want pics, hop on to other blogs alright? For me, it's enough to type (cuz MY comp can't infrared or bluetooth any bananas) so yeaa. [:<

I love people who tag. I read them. I'm just lazy to reply. -.- I might, on one extremely bored day! :DDDD hehee. Loves to all sec 4 students (we're the oldest!!!!!!! GASPS* gosh!!!) and jiayou to all sec 3 students!!! It's a huge change from sec2. SO YEP! (I'm still adapting to sec3 life ok!)

HAVE FUN PEOPLE! It's the last holidays for us! Mugging can come a *lil* later!!! :DDD

pms.

2006-11-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

I miss the 4 of us eating together. Although I don't mind other people tagging along. I just miss it just being the 4 of us. I have no right to mind, really. But is spending one whole day together that tough? if you don't want it, then it will never happen. mian qiang shi bu hui you xing fu de?

I don't mind if it's just us on the road curb, stranded at one place with no means to go and no where to go. I don't mind. We made promises with one another and please do not underestimate the power of 勾勾手指头-ing ok. It's one last year and yeah. One Last Year. Together.

Blah. I suddenly miss midnight calls. When was the last time we talked on the phone? Sigh. When we break down our lives into a pie chart, I guess we hardly spend much time together already, do we?

Although I annoy you guys often (I hope I didnt) but you guys are the closest things to me in Secondary School and that alone is.. Big, you know?

Ok. This is the PMS-monster talking. Probably due to too much cold drinks. Shall sleep now. Eyes are tired.

Tired. Of.

FICTION STORY

2006-11-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

-deleted due to inappropriate content. [x-

go watch some normal shows on youtube or something. shy away from my blog! [: I shall blog more soon.

I saw the yipeng guy (the team supervisor; you know, the crappy job?) in town on thurs. With Shao. He looks scary still. Both of us were stunned when we saw him and quickly walked away. Booz.

This is my first time actually using the colours. [: don't get blind people! Now I really must sleep. Geokpoh! Please bring the ss ispl on tues ok.

And anyone who lost their bio ispl. I have like extras. -.-

HELLO

2006-11-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

Oh. This is a miracle in itself, because I couldn't online at all! Suddenly, while playing spider solitaire (my only source of entertainment on the comp now, while I'm deprived of the Internet; I play the Medium one, by the way! Heh. I'm amazing.), I realized I could connect. OMGZ hallaelujah.

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Ok. So what's been happening? School ended, life was ok, had netball trgs which I missed lots, decided that if people didn't appreciate what I was trying to do to help them, then why bother? Because I'm not going to benefit either, and I'm not there for you to step all over my head, so Hazlin gets to plan the whole training schedule from now on. Had fun running with my dearies and I want to spend more time with the netties cuz we're all separating soon, aren't we? ]:

So Maths lessons with Mr.Thomas Ong has been splendid. Stories and digression aside (he's good at digressing), he's been really patient and thoroughly fun to be with. He makes Maths less scary and tedious and really, he captures *MY* attention.

But then, me and Michelle got so bored at one point that I started singing in the hamster voice. Enter Michelle and we sang Atomic Kitten songs. With a little twist, we became the Atomic Hamsters. -.- Still recruiting members! The squeakers get priority. Come join today! :D
Our Current Top 3 Songs:
1) If you come to me
2) Be with you
3) Eternal Flame

Ok. And have I mentioned that both lessons I went for, I left a Pokka Green Tea bottle and Lychee Tea bottle inside respectively? I think dearly of my memory. It serves me well. I do not forget about things just next to me.

Oh. And there's Old Chang Kee in WESTMALL! :DDD Omgz isn't that wonderful. [: It's at the basement, at the florist there. Ok. Yup. Am I the last person to discover that? LOL. Have been spending time with Shao. She's Mina by the way. Derived from "You very MEAN-AH" and when slanged terribly and slurred by the tongue, becomes Mina. So she's MiMi (as I fondly recall- The Bookworm Gang. Am I the only one who remembers this books that accompanied me throughout childhood? Sadly, they've been donated to the library.) and I'm Nana. I don't like Mimi. She's mean. ]: Gain sympathy today! Hahahaa.

I do have much to update. Ah, I recall now, I was typing a rather interesting entry about the steamboat thingy we went to, but the comp suddenly hang-ed on me and died. That was that. Life evaporated to just vapour and I thrived on TV, so not to worry, I get my daily dosage of electrical applicants (I think the future generations of old people are going to wear really thick specs).

Ok. The tags have piled up to so much that I can't really reply them at the moment. I shall try to reply soon. [: And for more info about what happened today, refer to Shao's blog, although it's brief, it's what happened. Plus it was an enjoyable day, really glad netball's been glorified. WHEE. And the KidzNet shirt is nice. :D whahahaa.

I'm fat.

Ok. The next post shall be a fiction story I typed in a moment of boredom. Hope that compensates the lack of updates. Do not judge the story, it is FICTION afterall. So it doesn't link to me. Certain aspects were adapted randomly, gathered together from all the stuff I've heard, seen, thought of, and was sort of inspired by to write about. I thought it is rather... Raw, yeah. But it could be rather wordy. So if you hate words, skip it, alright? [:

Loves to all who's tagged. You guys are the bomb. And I swear I'd try to make some time to online at the same time as Michelle so she can send me the videos. That way you guys can be entertained even though I'm internet-less.

Oh, if you're bored, please blog-hop over to:
http://cheeserland.com
http://jasiminne.blogspot.com
http://kennysia.com
http://xanga.com/kinkybluefairy
http://trent.blogspot.com

About there. I love kinkybluefairy. Do read their entries. jasiminne's, please read her archives. They're full of great stuff. Yup. [: LOVES!

p/s: I'm currently red as a lobster. I'm boiled. AHHHH!!!!!

Ouch.

2006-11-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

I bit my cheek while I was chewing on my bubble gum and I tasted blood. -.- booz.

TAG REPLIES! :D
GEOKPOH: oh yah hor! and i was wondering why.. -.- sorry. ehehee. omgz andy thingy tml! whahahahaa. cool. [;
VANESSA: hahahaa mine is DA G lor, hello!!! [x ehehhee. yah lor yah lor. entertainment. [x but no annette not fun le ]: I SHALL ZUAN YI MU BIAO!!! *looks at you*
GEOKTING: hahaha! omgz my junior hen qiang. [: SO PROUD! hahaaa. yeaa! i love grapes too! hahaa. *looks at geokpoh* [x yupz no muscleache! whee!
DAN: hahaa! [: whee. tag more! [: yupz! it's just ONE MORE DAY! WHOOHOO!!!!
BUTT: hahaa! mmz. i think so too. LOLZ. but it was quite random ah. so the thoughts were like, scattered. heh. [: lalaa!
CHEERFUL ANON: like hey!!! long time no tag. [x
AISYAH: really mah! alot know. [x hahhaaa!

reversi update: yx is the ultimate queen of reversi and deyan beat her! horrors. does that make him the king of reversi? LOLZ.

NETBALL WAS GREAT!

2006-11-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

And basically, today was kinda a good way to end the soon-to-end 2weeks school life. :D

First, there was maths, where CarolC kinda asked me for quite a number of questions. Er, thanks for noticing that I'm alive. But there's more people asleep, so look there please...

Ok. Then it was Chem and my readings were so accurate! All 3 titrations I got 23.5. [: So proud of myself (somehow) cuz I mastered the drop-by-drop thingy that I used to be so lousy in. [x So yeaa! The pale yellow was really pale. Ok. No link. Then we went for recess. Bought MAC!!! [x Me and GeokPoh floated our way to Mac. Reached there so fast. [x whahahhaaa.

Then English was basically slack, and S was totally taking (candid) pictures while we were watching them play reversi. So it was kinda dot dot dot.. But yeaaa. Nice way to slack. [: Then yah. Got our class tshirt. Actually, it's kinda ok. [: And I felt kinda like, OMGZ our class tshirt!! And felt a lil proud. But can we please hurry hurry get a new 4e2 tshirt? Cuz I don't think I'd be using this shirt often AT ALL... [x (except at home, of course.)

Then had History, learnt about MaoMao and got some kicks in watching the propaganda pictures, and laughed at ChaCha for not being able to translate Chinese to English fluently (we mean no harm! hahaa.).

then netball! omgz the attendance was pathetic today. ]: Booz. I must say. The sec1s were really lil? And alot of people went for China trip. (Some people in recre never go China. Still skip trg. Well done.) Ran one round. Actually was like running in front.. Realized behind got people lag again? I mean, yah, run as a group, but first round should try to run 3mins ideally.. But ok. Continued awhile then I went to the back and saw the same junior Annette was running with the other time. Tried to encourage her to run faster, but it somehow didn't really work. Hopefully they'd improve in time for westzone bah! [:

Then went to the sheltered bball court cuz Coach said there was lightning. -.- run till very 爽 you know! Hahahaa. So yeaa. Did some cool trick drills then combined with the sec1s. I must say, quite disappointed AGAIN cuz

1) never take care of landing leg
2) ask to throw in front still never throw
3) don't bother to count.

And I won't be so pissed if they, you know, have some response. But most of them just run.. And not like they run till very fantastic too! And somemore I talked quite loudly? So yah. Nvm. They'd get it when they become seniors one day too. So like. Yah. Then we splitted up into groups and I forgot to count in the 2 latecomers. -.- So paiseh lah HAHAHA. Ok ok my maths fail! Hahahaa. Then run till legs can break can.. Booz! [: Run 7 times.. Then 20 situps.. 8 times, then 15 situps.. And it goes on. Had fun running though, hahaaa.

Oh yeaa. Ordered some sports bras and somehow it went back to my G-cups again! Seriously, what's so fantastic with them other than it being bigger then, say, Vanessa's head? Hmm. Ok. People who are not so big might not understand, but I LOVE them. [:< I do not need XL ok! [x

Booz. Oh yah. While doing the trick drill. I kept throwing the wrong way. And cuz it was raining, GeokTing tried to prevent the ball from rolling to the wet areas! Then I threw that side 5 times, GeokTing ran there in the same action 5 times! HAHAHA!! OMGZ it was hilarious.

After training, went to like keep the balls. Then saw MrsChiew and started talking about the colours for the netball tshirt. [:< Omgz! MrsChiew say I look like her dog!! POOZ! I swear I'm not a DOG ok. -.- hahahhaaa. She's cute lah. [: I'll miss her lots. Sniffs. *Adds her to the list of teachers to hug*

Ok. I'm getting tired. More intense trainings please! Smiles at coach. [:
WHEE!! I'M GOING TO THE ANDY THINGY TML. WHAHAHHAAA. [:

Thoughts.

2006-11-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

Bananas. Stupid mother. Suddenly started to nag and mutter stupid things under her breath. -.- ASS.

*

Suddenly dawned upon me that, you know, secondary school life is an important part of our life, where we change drastically. Character-wise, appearance-wise; I've come to realise that some of my primary school friends have either grown prettier than before (those tomboy-ish ones) or they've grown FATTTT and really, just really, a shock to me lah.

I mean. She used to be soo prettaye! What happened in sec school life, that made her cheeks so swollen and so.. so.. O_O??????? I don't know how to type down my surprise! I guess it was due to the fact that she used to have the slimmest, heart-shaped face. Now it resembles... Ok. Let's not go there.

Well, I just don't get it. Don't the warning bells go off, telling her that "HEY, YOU'RE OVEREATING, DON'T SPOIL YOUR PRETTY FACE!". Ok. Fine. I'm being all random here. Why am I complaining in this blog, that my once pretty friend turned fat?

I guess it's because I can't comprehend the fact that such an impossible thing happened. And that I might grow that fat too. (Does Bilis feel lost cuz her whole body mass exploded?) This is weird. Although many of us complain that we're fat, on what basis do we say that? Is there a scale for fatness, or thin-ness?

Comparison:
Fat = Bilis (I do think she is, btw.)
Thin = MeiXiu (She is like. Stick!)

I think the rest of us are normal, average people. Why should we be stick-thin?? Is that pretty? Is that normal? Is that healthy? Is that us being self-conscious, trying to keep up with fashion? Is there anyone out there who will hate us if we're overweight? (or, slightly fatter?) Is there anyone who will just hate us because we're fat? If not, why are we denying ourselves the right to eat? Isn't the money we get from our parents, money to eat during recess? Why are our parents working? To let us shop? Or to let us eat? Why has this whole world revolved into saving money to shop, instead of saving money to eat good food?

Can shopping keep us alive? Or can eating keep us alive?
Is being stick-thin gonna keep us healthy? Or being a normal person gonna keep us alive?

Are we all trapped in the American-ized way of thinking; the thinner, the prettier, the more popular?

Hmm. Ok. That's some food for thought. I think my thing is coming. -.- I think you guys can predict the whole pattern le lah! [:

Ok. If you really want to understand how much I'm eating, I can really write it out.

Food consumed today (by ying the incredible eater):
-Bread
-Maggie
-The Calbee Sapporo Potato (I love the ethnic flavour one! Basically it's just spicier lah.)

Eh. Ok. Yesterday was scarier. I ate MacWings and then went home and ate a banana and later went to eat some peanut thingum sandwich from Julie's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M GROWING FAT! ARGHZ. (what irony to the previous statements. -.-)

Ok. I shall make sure never to skip meals. BUT to eat in moderation. Please don't starve yourself people. So many of us have gastric pains. (My sister included) Hers is so bad, she once fainted cuz of it. ]: once you ruin your body parts, (like stomach etc) it's hard to get it back to it's healthy state again! Think of your lungs you're spoiling, your kidneys you're spoiling by eating too much junk food, and to not eat at all and hurting your stomach. Just eat ok, people? No one has suffered from eating properly before, so why suffer by not eating?

Omgz. I sound so dots. I *AM* dots! Blaaaa. 3 cheers to me for not making sense once again. Pooz.

REPLYING YOUR TAGS!!! [x

2006-11-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

GEOKTING: hahah!! it wasnt alot actually, right? [: never muscleache yah.. eheheee. and yeaaa the fruitella nice anot!!!! [x oh, cuz that time we have the results too what. then very nervous!! hahhaaa!
SYIRAH: hahaa! who's your designer? ask him/her to hurry up lah!!! ehehee. AND you can go blogskins.com to dl one first mah!!! hehe.
JING: hahaha!! omgz you're so cute lah. [x *oinks back*
MUNYEE: hahaa! whee. yeaa!!! [: comment? on the table ah? ehehee. it's the one at the concourse there!! cuz i just wrote ytd bah. dont have meh!!! *wails*
AISYAH: huh? doesnt look nice ah? hahaa!!! [x
XO: ehehhee. how could i what? [x
GEOKPOH: hahaa! liar!!!!!! you say me till what lor.. BOOZ. [x nvm. i give you fruitella you dont want!! hmph!! [x
ALEX: hahaa! it's not tough lor, really. AND if they want to improve, they won't mind it being tough right? [x
YANJING: ehehee. no lah, cuz geokting told us. [x ooh, really? OMGZ okok i go change. haha!!
XINQI: oh ok. hahaa! gosh. how do i make it firefox friendly then?? :/

Pah! What a chore. But it's all done now. [: Ehehhee. lotsa loves to you guys! muah muah*

WHAHAHAAA

2006-11-08T15:44:00.000+08:00

Omgz I'm feeling so _______ now lah!!!!!!!!!
Fill the above in with any adjective describing happiness.

ELATED I AM!!!! [:<
Cuz I can online still!!!!! Whahahahaaa. Omgz, Xinqi says cannot view my blog in mozilla firefox? ._. my comp lousy lah, only have IE. :/ Dont know, ask my jiejie see lah. [:< ehehheee.

Ok! Today was plain boring, was like going to sleep already! [: Lit was rather cool. We finished the whole Macbeth Book, which is Kinda Sad. ]: I WILL MISS MACBETH!!!!!!! I abhor endings. Booz. So like, we had our lessons in the 4th level in the new block, at the benches there. So cool right!!! [: Hehee. AND Shao bought this cute pig stickers. [: Lalalaa. Got one white pig from her and stuck it onto my phone. [x

(Shall get more pig stuff for you lah, since you're so nice!!!! Whahahaaa.)
It's cute lah, but I'm not as obssessed about it as Shao. *looks at her*

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE mygodz it's trg tml!!!!! [: [: With COACH!!! How long has it been!! *screams.

Oh, during English, got picked by MrSamuie to like, act out a scene. Cuz Sabrina was like, "Go Yiying!" Then I said "Why don't you go?" and we were like arguing then he picked me... So I was like dot dot dot lah!!! Hahahaaaaa. [x

And yah. Sherrie has this freaking cute hairstyle. It's the bananas, ok. Super Straight, Super Cute. She's like a China doll to me!!!!!!!! (Not Jap, definitely not Jap! China people last time this kinda kuku hairstyle can. On Sherrie, it's a whole new fashion statement!)

In the good way, of course. [:

And I'm, starting to really like Chem Titrations!!!!!!!! [: Ehehheee. I like to swirl the flask, although it's rather tiring. [: Today's chemicals were better, it won't turn back into the same colour.

And guess what?

2 more days before holidays officially starts for all of us!!!!!!!!

3 cheers for surviving the 2weeks extra lessons. WE ROCK!!! [x

Ehehehe.

2006-11-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

Omgz I'm having fun online.
I feel myself heating up. Hope it's not fever or what shit.
Going to celebrate with Joey her birthday on 22nd!!!
[8
Oooh and we're going for some Andy-Marina thingy?
So cute lah!
He just return to his country for a month. And people's giving him a farewell party. [x
COOL. I like this kinda mindless stuffs. [:

And pathetic me realized that I never spoke to Shazni for like, more then 1 hour in this entire year!! OMGZ. I'm a social outcast. Weeps in a corner*

Poo. There goes the time to do summary. HAHA.

third time lucky!

2006-11-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

Gosh. It is third time lucky! So many times online. At night. [: Ooh. I'm luckaye. And my sister will be glued to her laptop.

Sister staring into laptop (which is a mac laptop, which makes it oh-so-cool).
Cue me asking: "OMGZ can online ah!!!" *claps hands*

Ok. Today was fun! [: English was fun, not because of *ahemz*, but cuz of the very FUNNY conversation Ewen, Sabrina, and I had with Shazni. Ahem Ahem. Shall not divulge anything lah, whahahaaa, but if he was so cute lah!!!! When we talked about *that*, he was totally blushing!!!

me: Omgz, really? Is it true?
Sabrina: Yah! It's true!
Shazni: Huh, what? *cue big, innocent looking eyes*
conver goes on...
Shazni: Oi, tell her it's not true lah!
Sabrina: It's not true! *winks winks*
me: Oh, not true ah!
Ewen leans in and tells more things related to it.
me: Yah I believe you!!!!

Yah, kinda senseless lah, but very funny lah! It was fun to make fun of him lah, whahahaa. [: Nice. So it was an entertaining last period for us. :D

During Bio, we learnt about the eye. SO COOL!!!!! [: I love Bio. Oh, and MrLatiff couldn't make it for Lit. Once again, Lit was like a slacking period. -.- I looked forward to it lah! ]:<

Finished the Lit ISPL already. But still have the 12m + 13m questions! Boohoo. Think I wanna complete Hist ISPL also. Leave Maths to the end. Whahahaa. [:<

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Omgz training was GREAT!!! I forgot to bring my skipping rope, so I went back to take lah. REFUSED TO LET YINGXUAN AND GEOKPOH COME UP! Hahaaa. [: Then they were downstairs mah. Then I took the lift down.

Geokpoh: *peers in*
me: thinking: where's yingxuan?
The lift doors open...
YINGXUAN POPS UP AND SAYS "BOO!"

I haven't been scared till liddat for since don't know when! Omgz! Totally shocked lah! I screamed and started whacking them. Hahaaa! And GeokPoh claimed to have *nothing* to do with it! Hahaha!!! But I was so shocked I was reeling over it, and totally whacks like crazy. Whahahaa. Chased GeokPoh for like a few metres and grew totally tired. -.- STAMINA DROPPING!!! Booz. So like. Went back to school and argues somemore. [x Hahahaha!!!

Vandalised the table. [: One says "我和你吻别" then someone (later was told it's YANJING write one! Hahaha!!) wrote "张学友=D" then I drew an arrow and wrote "我还 F4 lei!"

Hahahaa! I'm so funny, I can't believe. -.- AND michelle displays her absolute *THIN-skinned-ness* and never write something very funny lah! HAHAAA. Don't worry. I still love you. (If you let me pinch you more. Whahaha!) And she enjoys suan-ing me. WHY OH WHY!!!! Hahahaaa.

Ok. I digressed!!!!

Netball training was great. Although it wasn't as tiring as I expected it to be... [: Let's do more ok. So we ran 4 rounds around the school. [: Only six people completed, and that's GeokPoh, YingXuan, YanJing, Siti, Qinning and me. Was kinda disappointed that not many could finish. Even then, they ran only 3 rounds, and the time was like ard 2o mins? Not sure. But it's ok. Can improve one! [: GeokPoh was the fastest again, with a time of 20:54 I think. Then the last one was 22mins I think. We all can run faster one! (Including me!!!) But was totally like, herding cattles lah! LOL. Cuz there will be people who will tend to give up more easily. So must stop at the back and help motivate them to run faster. BECAUSE everyone definitely can hit the target of running 4rounds in 25mins, I believe!!!!!

Nevermind. Next training run again yup? [: I like it know! Hahaa! From someone who disliked running till now lah, find it fun... OMGZ who am I??? [x

Ok. After that, went to do some running drills. Not totally leg breaking lah. But I think we can go faster. OMGZ I suddenly rmb lah, we forgot to do the number thingy!!! ]:< No wonder like weird weird one. Hahahaaa. Shall rmb next time.

Then yah, actually wanted to continue to skipping one, but people claims that it's tiring. So yeaa. Break lor. :/ Then skip skip skip! Fun. [: But can die lah. Next time I think I'd increase to 15situps and pushups bah? (DONT KILL ME PLEASE!!) Then did some court stuff, and then had one short game, before the whole training ended.

I SO MISS THE TRG ATMOSPHERE LAH!!!! ]: And never run till muscle ache. So it isn't tiring ok people. I think next year, we'll start running further distances, ok? Make an effort to come down for trg lah ok. (I can name thousands of people who just skip trg like what liddat..) TSK TSK!!!!!! Don't blame us if you can't run for nuts.

"Eh? I thought you netball one? How come cannot get below 15mins for 2.4?" *cue eruption of laughter* (not the good kind) Yeaaa. It's your own loss.

Then after that, went to Mac to eat!! On the way there, was talking about my G-cups to Annette and Vanessa. OMGZ after trg, all the netties are horny lah ok. Hahahaaa! So funny lah. Annette is 小A, 我是大G!!!! Ehehehehe. Don't deny ok, Annette!!!! [x

I ate one whole MacWings meal. *rubs tummy like how I imagine those Old Ah Peks with huge beer bellies do* Omgz it's totally sinful. I'm going to roll down a hill faster than before now!! *Screams*

Ok. Then played reversi. AGAIN! I'm laughed at!! Sometimes I wonder how you guys will find entertainment if I'm not there. Then again. Maybe that's why I'm so easily missed lah. >:P

OK!!! OK!!! DONT WHACK ME. It's just a JOKE. [x

I'M SUPER CUTE RIGHT, PEOPLE??? NATURAL CUTE RIGHT, PEOPLE??? COMEON, ADMIT IT!!!! *plasters sweet smile on face* *a billion megawatts smile, too*

If you don't agree, then I'm afraid I'd torture you the way I torture LeeJing!
*inserts the vid MICHELLE took on me torturing LeeJing*

MICHELLE!! The vids vids vids!! *wails*

Only 13 people turned up for trg for the recre team. Pooz. Physical Punishments, anyone?

random bandom!

2006-11-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

Have I mentioned that LeeJing claims that snorting (like a pig), is her assumed language of *love*??????

I have the cutest friends! [: beams**.

Oh and like, stop acting emo. The world won't tip over and fall out of its axis just because you have some lame things bugging you. Do what I do. Blog it out. Buggery. Why can't you just grow up! Stop moping over this kinda small insignificant issues, and maybe reflect on like, your character for a start? Oh I know, maybe you can start doing some HANDSTANDS so you can probably circulate some BLOOD into your head so you can start thinking properly, yeaa!!

Then again, you might start bragging about being able to do handstands and there'll be no end to it. Yeaa.

Ok, go ahead, mope! Pfft. (Laughs at you)

TAG REPLIES

2006-11-06T16:40:00.001+08:00

JING: haha! it's not a real name ah whahahhaa. [x yeaa! i shall work hard. ]:<><
JOEY: whahahaaa! your blogskin will be done soon. [:
WANYEE: haha! thanks. [:
YANJING: yeaa!! but you're gonna miss so many lah. go china. BOO. ]:

TAG REPLIES

2006-11-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

JING: haha! it's not a real name ah whahahhaa. [x yeaa! i shall work hard. ]:<
GEOKPOH: yeaa! not kong bu lor. *piaks your forehead* [x
GEOKTING: OMGZ really? i feel so jin zhang for you all lah! hahaa. when ah? :/ hahaa. it's fruitella you know! [x yeaaa! tml legs will be damn damn damn tired. ><
JOEY: whahahaaa! your blogskin will be done soon. [:
WANYEE: haha! thanks. [:
YANJING: yeaa!! but you're gonna miss so many lah. go china. BOO. ]:

omgz

2006-11-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

This is amazing!!!!!!!!!! The internet can be connected!
*Loud gasps emitted by the whole world*

[: yeaaaa yeaaaaaa yeaaaaaaa. I love love love the world now. [:

So today was mildly boring, cuz Ewen never come!!!! Want to skip the ss field trip lah. -.- Which was so boring! Ok, it was fun (only when I was entertaining myself by poking people etc) but the Tapioca Days video they showed us was kinda -.-

Oh. And after walking around the museum. We're supposed to write some comments on the lil notepads (coloured ones, mind you) and there was this pink one available! Guess what did *I* do?

I wrote:
"This is amazing! One of the statues blinked."

I *think*. If I didnt recall wrongly lah. And I stupidly wrote 3e2 there. -.- Carryl took out her Cinderella stickers and stuck one piece over it.

I wrote that the statue blinked, cuz leejing asked me:

jing: what if the statue blinked?
me: OMGZ NOO! *goosebumps*

So scary lah! Esp cuz I was looking into the statue's eyes! Damn scary. And I was bored, so I was tickling Sabrina's ears.

Sabrina: Stop digging my nose!
me: *shocked* your nose? your ear is your nose??

Ehehhee. Repeat after me: Sabrina is CUTE!!!! :DDD

And I made LeeJing play the No Doubt's song, Running. I don't care if it's like, so long ago! I unearthed it in my growing list of songs in the Music Library, deleted those that I will never listen to, and found that song. And fell in love. Whahahaa. So I kept singing "Run, running all the time!'' and "Running running, as fast as you can, do you think you'll make it"!!! despite the Super Mario-ness to it, it still sounds so so so sad. ]:

Whahahaa. And Soak Up The Sun is like, the most cheerful song on earth. [:

Oh, and on the bus to that Ford place, the guys were like calling Adrian *sexy*!!!! Omgz. SHUDDERSSS. I burst out laughing and couldn't stop for a minute. Gasps for breath. I mean. Adrian??? No offence, but I can only picture him rapping while twirling around the class, because that was how he looked like today during lit lesson when everyone ran through their lines.

Yeaaa. Like a clockwork something, pull the string; watch the Clockwork Adrian turn; rapping begins! [:<

Ok. I suck. :D time to go and find something to do online! I reached home so early lah, GOSH.

netball trg

2006-11-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

It's going to be a killer one people! (Those in recre team, that is)

Omgz I can't wait to run the fats out of me. I'd definitely be tired. But what the heck. STAMINA PEOPLE!!!! [:

I miss netball trg soo much I kept thinking it's tml. [: Going to the Ford Factory tml too! Cool. Whahahaa. And I bet my muscles are gonna be pulled on Tuesday. Some real cool thing I planned for the recres... *laughs out loud*

Ok. I'm evil.
And coach is like, how sweet lah! [: *smiles at her widely*

Going nuts over netball; am a netball nut. whoo!

dum dee dum

2006-11-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm getting reeeallaye random!!!!!
Stares.into.comp.screen.

Pooz man. Now I know the network's available on weekends. I'm going to online till my eyes go @@ then don't touch the comp for like, the rest of the week! [:

Ok. I remember now that I *have* something to do!

*trots off and gathers info from the handy internet*

I want a new phone. Whines.
And someone still owes me 500$. -.-

AHHH!!!!!

2006-11-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

I missed you!!!
Just by a split second!
YURGHHHH.
Bugger!!!!
]:

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Pooz people. Drinking vitasoy now. Just consumed forkfuls of Chicken Chop Fats. Heh. I need more bile tonight. *groans* And then it'd be converted into fatty tissues and what-have-yous....

Arghz. Life of the Fat Teenager- Introducing the pimples and ever growing hunger pangs.

I've been dubbed by my sister as, and I quote, "我们家最会吃的了".
Should I be flattered, or should I be appalled?

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I've decided to be appalled. It must be cuz she's seen the return of the Wobbly Fats. Not good. LEEJING!!!!!! IM NOT SHEDDING MY 3 KG!! INSTEAD, I *THINK* I'M GAINING WEIGHT!!! Arghz. So much for petite. I might as well be a cute SNOWMAN (ok. snowgirl. er. snowwoman. no! snowlady. -.-) if I want to continue binging. Argh!

Heights of ecstasy.
Ripples of delight.
Adrenaline coursing throughout me.
Smother.

Tag Replies! [:<

2006-11-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

Ok, this is going way back. [: So feel free to like, refer to the older posts in my cbox! Whahahaa.

VENCIA: Whee! Yes the holis are here! Ask me out ask me out. [x
GEOKTING: HEHE. You shall get your sweets soon! [x
CHEERFUL ANON: Haha! I was! [: Very.Pissed. But I think straight after typing out that entry, I felt better already. :D whahaha. Oh. And the job thingy is a waste of time. ]:< I'm currently jobless too! So sorry.
LIY YEO: Omgz I missed you! And don't touch. ]:< hehe. Kidding lah. MISSED YOUR HORNY JOKES!!!!!
HMM: Omgz abortion? I'm not going there to have sex or what!!!! *Eyes grows huge*
SHUYAN: HAHAA! Are they? :/ I don't know. Can't blame them what!!! Everyone gets tempted.. HAHAHAAA. [x oooh and you tagged! Missed ya during HMT lessons. ]: & stop kicking my butt. Horrible. [x
YEE-VIL: LOL. Omgz that's so SCANDALOUS!!!!! 10 years ago people started to do this kinda things?? Weren't they supposed to be more conservative or something? HAHA. [: NO SS FOR THE 2 WEEKS!!! SCREAMS.
AISYAH: haha!!!! Cute lah you! [:
NK: HAHAHA!!! Omgz PARIS HILTON SLEEPS WITH YOU??? *screams* That's.Hot! Hahaaa. AnnKhay = Hilarious. Whahahaa.
CARRYLDEAREST: Whahahaa. Loves too. [: More time to be spent ok!
YANJING: OMGZ yah lah! Can't believe we missed 2 trgs cuz of lessons. Grr. [: RUN RUN RUN!!! Whee! JIAYOU TOO! Whahahaa. LET'S GO KBOX SOON!
JINGJING: YEP! Relinked ya. [:
SYIRAH: WHEE. Where's your blog huh!!!! [:
DAN: Yep! Luckily there's your blog to rely on updates. -.- No one else updates know!!! YAWNS!!
GEOKPOH: Hahaa! YESH. Whee!!! Can't wait to train again. Training's going to be harder!!! And I'm not kong bu ok. I'm serious!! Haha.
GEOKTING: Hahaa! Thanks darling. Your Sweet. I rmb. [x
JIAYONG: WHAHAHA!!!
NICHOLAS: What's scary? :/ THANKS whaahhaaaaa.
JOEY: Omgz joey, I'm still waiting for your pics to be sent to me!!! Hahaaa. Just send to my email ok? [: OK!! Sure! Just tell me the date and time yup. [:

OHKAY! I did that till my eyes nearly crossed each other. -.-
It's so... Rainy nowadays!! Arghz. Please do not rain during training times. [: RECRE TEAM! Must jiayou for this few trgs yup. It's impt for you guys next year!!!! Smiles. Can't wait to play games. WHOO!!

ooh hey people!

2006-11-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

[:<
i was thinking i should have another tagboard for *me* to reply *you* guys.
I'm crazy, aren't I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whahahaa. I'm Caps Locking my words, ayeeeeeee.
That's odd.
But looks so much neater.
But I'm not neat (frowns).
Booz.
I did MATHS!!!! GOSH!!! *cue demure look, eyes flutters*
I'm a DISCIPLINED person ok.
(Yup and I also weigh 35kg and am 175cm tall. Right.)

Ok. Aside from the tough questions, which of course, my Puny Of A Brain couldn't handle, and when I was about to settle down to do my Bio Mindmap, I realised that there are 2 more chapters to cover, before the whole chapter of Coordination and Responses (I think. I don't remember the name anymore. Pfft.) is covered. So might as well do all in one shot right. [:

I'm supposed to read Chem Text! Do some TYS questions! Blahhh. And maybe roll in the sand and swallow some rocks at the same time and grow fatter like the wolf who ate those cute lil sheeps and then sleeps and then goes to drink water and then gets weighed down and the tumtum gets cut open and POOF out appears those lil sheepies.

*grins and scurries off to edit the layout somemore*

Oooooh! I was playing Spider (you know. Under the Games thingy in All Programs) and I'm currently improving my Medium Status ok. I used to be unable to solve it! Now I can! :DDDD

I am amazing.

Your actions are like a stimulus to me, coming via the receptors to the CNS and back to the effectors which just shouts SLAP THAT B PLEASE!

Bio. Rocks.
Lit too!
Hist too!
[:

Oh oh. Lucks to the juniors who are still waiting for their combination results yeaaa. I still remember 2e4'o5's separation! Almost everyone cried. ]: But look at us now! So many outings, movies, and chalets happening. [: The class spirit won't be lost just because you guys are separated! I LOVE 2e4 ok. [:

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2006-11-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

Drunken back
Bloodshot eyes
Frayed white hair
Swaying body

Drunk

Blank expression
Distant stare
Weakened will
Slave to Beer

Collapse

Numbed from emotions
Drinking for an escape
Drink after drink
Indulgence within

It's still the same

Drinking for the sake of drinking
Lost in plot
Led by the nose
Given up hope

That's my father.

oooh boy

2006-11-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

Deep.Breaths.

Repeat after me;

BUGGERY BUGGER!

Hollers till the window panes breaks forcefully, glass spraying in all directions, hopefully slitting the B's throat at the same time, stopping her vicious tongue from lashing out anymore poison.

Disgust, people! It's more potent then fear.

NEW BLOGSKIN!

2006-11-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

It was during one of the rainy days we now experience (as it is the monsoon season) daily, in Macdonalds (the perfect place to hide from the rain; although we still walked under the rain to get there. ironic huh.), where SHAOYANNNNN and I drew out the sketchy details of a blogskin!

It turned out well, kinda pah for me. Because it was supposed to be littered with pictures, cluttered with the slideshows, and the videos we took.

But the code was messed up, neoprints unscanned, too little pictures on my side, and michelle did not send me the video and just went offline!! *hint hints!!*

So it is rather plain. BUT. I still like it. See Shao's pretty face there? Haha. Please do change her blog address. I think it's soooo Shaoyan. And such a hint. SHE LIKES PIG. PEOPLE, TAKE THAT DOWN!

Ok. Analysis of this blogskin by yours truly.

-The 2 two$ notes folded into hearts were done on the exact same day, if I didn't recall wrongly. One from me to Shao, and one from her to me. Once the ink came into contact with the note, I believe it's power of buying a cup of McFlurry leaked out from it instantly. BUT I will never use the note; EVER!!! [: it's a MOMENTO of my precious friendship with Shao. What with the many hypocrites living around us (some are just different online as compared to real life. shudders.) but as they say, Thou Shalt Not Judgedth. (hahahhaaaaa.) So I Shalt Not.

All in all. The two$ holds its significance. So it's up there. [: Hopefully it will grow in VALUE. Of our friendship. [x AND I'm keeping it in my wallet! (if you call a toddlers shoe in a shape of a piglet a wallet).

-the photo you see on the bottom right is, of course, moi, and Shao. Ehehehe. Pretty girl right!!!!!!!!!! Drools. Taken in Fareast, after work. We were slacking away. I think it was on the Night We (decided to) Quit The Job, and was officially slacking away. How many promoters do you know, that goes shopping when they're supposed to be working? *Shrugs* That's us I guess.

Ok. So it's been hardwork. More then 3 hours this sodding thing took! Now I shall clear some misunderstandings, and answer some of Miss AngGeokPoh's *enquiries*.

All I can say is. If you feel guilty, then do something about it. It's definitely because I've hit a nerve, that's why you're thinking about it. Think about it. Am i wrong to say the things I say?

]:< ]:<

2006-11-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

realised that HEY, she's a damn BEETch and shadows people too! get a life.

booz. and the BEETch is surprisingly *annoying*. GOSH. *eyes flutters* you? i never knew!

yadah. maybe you think you have like, hordes of friends lah, and think that i want to butt in or what crap, but if you stop to think that you know, you're BLEEPING noisy and you overexaggerate stuffs (looks at bfs; DOES THE NAME:SPECIMEN SOUNDS FAMILIAR?) and you want to be such a friggin sourplum then GO AHEADDDDD.

and you know, maybe you always think that you're right or something, but you know, YOU ARENT CUZ YOU'RE DONT HAVE ANY POWER OVER OTHERS SO STOP BEING SUCHAAAA BEEEEEEEEEETCH ARGHZ. they are such nice people lah you sodding puppeteer.

democracy, do you know what's DEMOCRACY and THE RIGHTS TO STATE ONE'S OWN VIEWPOINTS, you lil puny one? instead we should cower in fear JUST BECAUSE we might offend you???? SOD IT. (hey what do you know. i *do* like the word SOD IT!!! haha.)

have no idea why but just got reminded of this BEETch that i just itched to blog it out. now i feel better.

cuz i have my bfs and look at you. what do you have?
pathetic scummy.
shakes head.
you poor thing. *pities*
maybe im mean.
i think im menopausing or something. although im definitely premature for that.
deflates.
stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!

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oh and in case you want to know, i dont like those spammers who spam behind the blog, anonymous crap cuz you know what, they are so pathetic, they scour around people's blogs and tag like whatnotsz and their opinions and sounds so righteous when they're so damn PATHETIC cuz their cowering behind their fake identities and think they're so damn *smart* to insult other people!!!!!

poo man. all negativities running through me now. im currently experiencing some funny air in the tumtums, so im like burping. correction. letting out air. (gives the raised-eyebrows look)

WHEE SHAOSHAO!!!!!!!!!!!!! the blogskin's almost done! if luck's on my side. i should be able to change soon! ahahahaaa.

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and if michelle uploads the videos she took of *MOI*. whahaha. (im like the most shameless girl out there lah) then you guys might get to see some vids too. [: and the neoprints! geee. one week already! kept forgetting to pass it to michelle to scan. bugger.

i've re-familiarised myself with the blogging bug. type type typeezzzz...

[:<

2006-11-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

hey people out there! enjoying your weekends? i know i am.
well. according to my timetable, im actually supposed to be doing bio now.
but it's ok. cuz im able to connect, so my *PRIORITY* is to online!
ahahahhaa. ok. how twisted is that.

anyway, making a new blogskin for *shao* and *me*. ehehee. it's almost done, and it's pretty!!! although i did make good use of the time when im internetless to cough up some pretty decent designs. [:

i hate shadowers. done shadow me like some blind banana.
and when i say shadowers, i mean like MonkeySeeMonkeyDo type.
wow. im amazed. new found phrase. [:<

and the book playing james is like superb! very witty book and i must say, british convers are rubbing off me now.

SOD IT. (peers at michelle. i think only you understand what i mean. [x)

blaaa

2006-11-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

ok. this better get through. seems like quite alot of people's been getting the dumb error msg like i did.

update: comp is stable. it's the dumb internet. i need to use other people's network. hence i can't online at all. actually i do spend time with the comp (pats it lovingly) but i have to wait till a certain SMC network to online before i can connect. how pathetic it is!!!!! ]: i adore my comp. next year im gonna abstain from it. sorry. ehehheheheee. >:D

ok! on to make some stuffies.

i love my bfs.
i dislike abrupt endings. *frowns majorly*
and some rotten bananas spoiled my mood today.
had fun playing netball. wished more people showed more enthusiasm.
more people to stay back and play.
i like huge groups of people clambering after a ball. [:<

i dont like odd numbers. it's hard to play when there's only 3 people left.
i dislike people who just dont see the fun in a game of netball.
have been having really good games with my dearests.

stop mapling and all those. you'd grow fat bumbums and you cant play netball anymore.
then you cant complain for underperforming cuz it's your own fault for not trying hard.
blah. rambles.

[:

2006-10-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

it's the freaking chinese o levels tml. im so screwed for paper one! wish me luck people. loves and may i update sometime soon. [:

booz.

2006-10-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

ok. great. sometimes i just dont want to give a damn and yah. accept me and i'd accept you. end of story.

and sometimes you just dont understand people. how suddenly they withdrew from your life, and suddenly you see that person again and you go "eh? i used to talk to that person online, didnt i?" and suddenly realize that hey, that person stepped in a lil and didnt like it, and decided to back off, to not waste time.

if everyone was like that. wouldnt it be good. or would it suck? im hoping it'd be good.

OMGZ

2006-10-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

ahh! hey people! it's been sooo long since i last blogged! not that i can help it *shrugs* cuz there was work, and then the internet's going crazy once again (rolls eyes).

so hey people! missed my entries?? :DDD

and aisyah! we quit the job too!!! why didnt you ask us whether we wanted to quit also. -.- zzz. wasted 2 more days. haha! [: it's a crap job lah. no one should do it. [:<

yup. poooz man. day out was fun with besties. *BEAMSS* too bad mich had to go off early. ]: and then carryl went off too. left me and shao and we shopped! like really did! [: ahahaaa. zara clothes are cool ok. ehheee. and i have so many pics i *would have* uploaded if my comp actually has scanner or infrared thingum. whatevs. just proves the pathetic state of my comp anw. blaaaaa.

so like. the two week study week actually sounds cool. [: on mon after the olvl chinese, im meeting shao to like go buy our shorts! [: ehehee. spotted nice ones. wheez.

ok i love them hunnehs and we shall go take more neoprints alright. let's not lose touch with each other. felt a lil awkward, like things were fresh and all. but yah. we dont need just netball to bond. right?

I WANNA PLAY HIDEANDSEEK WITH LEEJING!! sounds fun ahahhaaa. [:

whee looking forward to netball trgs. [: and ehz. sorry for this brief entry yup. think i'd change blogskin or something. YEYS. the worse thing that can happen would be that the comp is usable but the internet doesnt work. it sucks.

p/s: oh crap there was a sudden BOOM and i saw like red sparks? damn a group of malay people has been playing with the damn firecrackers and it's so damn noisy! what with the kids RUNNING AROUND and the sound TRAVELING UP and them CRYING and all. arghz! irritating much!!!!! hates it ok. it's like eleven now lah! im surprised no one complained yet can. zzz.

tagggggggggggggggggggggggg

2006-10-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

mention EIGHT points of your ideal lover.-mention gender.-tag EIGHT friends to do it.

gender; MALE

1. MANNNNNNNN
2. at least 2 years older.
3. tolerate my nonsense and be nonsensical with me.
4. isnt a drinker or a smoker. at least, dont do that infront of me.
5. have a mind of his own and argue with me when necessary; dont always give in to me!!!
6. dont expect me to dedicate my life to him.
7. sincere.
8. dont boast, spread bad things and secrets i've told him, etc etc (omgz some guys are like that lah. so bitchy can!!!??)

my EIGHT friends-
1-8: anyone ok. [:

thanks for tagging me people! [:

[:

2006-10-24T12:46:00.000+08:00

booz people. been updating your blogs? ahahahaa. please do alright. [:<

mmm. so how was work, you ask?
it was ok lah. [: first time only. perservere!! must be like that green shirt girl. damn good ok. come for like half an hour and she got her 5$/hr?

BOOOOO!!! and it's like super easy money cuz imagine you ask people to like, write down the particulars and you work for no more then half an hour.

and you get paid for 4hours job. :DDDDDD

omgz shao was damn good ok! she must have that kinda honest look or something. booz. eheheee ok lah she's good she's good. i got sianed and started slacking. hohooz.

update: booz! aisyah, why dont want work already??? ]:

now left me and shao..? WHAHHAA. okok. nevermind then. [:

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there's this two other guys working there. both taller then me and shao (like which guys isnt now anw) and they are just freaking sec2s!!!! from some ulu sec school i've never heard abt.

apparently it has netball so it's NOT that ulu. [: and yah. they're good too. zzz. work 3 days only? whaahahahhaaaaa. zzzzz. and hahahahhaaa one of the boyboy so funny lah ok. poooooz. find a girl your age lah ok. ehehee.

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i need more clothes!!! [: and i love my darkpurple hairband lah ok it's puurrrrreeeety! [: and i see you nodding, michelle. michelle!! dont nod so hard!! [x

and let's not be slaves to modern technology yeaa. we are alive, the computer isnt! it's dead. it regurgitates information that's been inputted (ahhaaa sounds funny but i think my entire sentence structure is anw) into it, by HUMAN. i dont agree to being held down by a machine 24/7, what's more with games etc. not saying it's bad but addiction is highly not recommended!

SHAOOOOO i want the pics we took in the mrt ehehee. we looked sleepy lah. whahaaa. [:

ok rmb our neoprints, late night movies and maybe vivocity ok!!!!! love you girls and a thousands more. let us rmb the first times we hooked arms and obstructed traffic (and now thousands more are doing the same) and how we proclaimed to be lesbians and to marry each other and to love netball and play for it no matter what; to make things go our way and to sometimes love each other sooo much yet sometimes hating one another so much; to be able to accept one another for who they are and just say "hey, that's how she is" and to not force the other to change; but we need more motivation ok, our time spent is like dwindling and we seriously dont hang out much after school already. what if one day we get down to the "him or us?" part? booooz man. ____ had a biggo reaction when i just complained the other time. i know i know, i shouldnt expect like so much but you know, a lil time please? please? maybe you might not want to see me lah, but maybe i want to see you? just talking and walking around aimlessly and complaining about all the lil things in life that seems so insignificant yet significant at the same time...

you girls made an impact in my life. to be remembered, forever and more. just like missgracekoh, who was once a distant memory. somehow i dont think we can ever be like the past. we've all changed to be different from how we were in the past. we used to put her and netball as our priority; but looking at our lives now, i doubt we put all of that as our priority, do we?

in case you're wondering. vjc is my priority now. no, for the moment, my short term goal is to get my money. ahhhahaa!! [:

so yeaa. random post but yah. thinking back, all 3 of you are so sweet yup. [: let's just hope nothing insignificant breaks us up (as we'd promised not to before) and yeaa. dont make me lose hope. [:

whatever may come, i'll accept. because what we learned from lit; fate is in our hands. how destiny turns out, etc etc. partly fated, and partly moulded by our own actions yeaaa.

just a lil piece of how im feeling. not all emotions identified, but im definitely not pissed or what now. [:

random.

2006-10-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

Mrs. White asked her 4th grade class if they thought they were stupid and, if so, to please stand.
Little Jimmy stood up, alone.
Mrs. White said, "Jimmy, do you really think you're stupid?"
"No," Jimmy said. "But I didn't want you standing up there alone."

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haha. [: i smell dinner. [;< oh goshhhh tml there's work. like booz. and i still havent done maths. ahaha. way to go ying. ._. thinking of adding more stuff into my blog. heh. [: well well. not sure whether i should or not. but aiyaz. see first. [:

omgz spicy thing is hot. [; dumdeedum.

im abandoned!! *gasps* oh well. :DDD

whahahaa.

2006-10-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

ytd was just tiring ok. my pumps were killing me!! ): took neos with shao and aisyah. like, omgz, more then a year never take le ok! [x boooooz. so like. yeaa it was fun. [x both machines we went to had unlimited decorating time. and we took AGES to draw! ahahaa. great fun. [:

so ytd wasnt exactly like work. we just signed the thingy and got briefed on the coupons etc.

please bring your parents to wherever we're going and ask them to help us fill in!! [: ehehee. shall update you guys as and when i can. cuz me, shao and aisyah's working from 5-9!! meaning. late nights. and still have to do homework. booz. hope the 2weeks extension of studying (a horrible idea, if you ask me now) can cut down to a week or something!!! or maybe end earlier. ]:

i want late night movies with shaoooo! whoots.
and the cute pig pin i wanted to give shao *poof*! disappeared. ]: so sad lah! blaaaaaa. gonna buy another one. eheheee.

mmz. needta do amaths later. [:
dont like my mother now. she's being a freaking pessimist. rmb she demanded for some blody namecard from the company we're working from?
i asked our supervisor and he said he could give us.
guess what my sweet, sweet mother said?

namecard can anyhow make one what.

omgz i hate her lah. now i totally dont feel like talking to her at all. show a lil support and i'd tell you much more then the lil lil stuff i mentioned about work can? shit you. everytime i want to tell you something, you just think you know everything and spout your freaking nonsense.

wake up, open your eyes WIDE. if you refuse to acknowledge the fact that i might have already grown up, and refuse to GIVE ME SOME CREDIT FOR FINDING A JOB, you're totally spoiling my surprise ok.

dont make me misunderstand you more. i know you're concerned but this is a blody shit way to express it. i hate it. i hate YOUR WORDS. keep them in.

oh. and i have a horrible father. and i dont see why i should share his awfulness here and everyone tells me *he's your father, etc etc*.

some things are better left unsaid. i think only i hate him for doing that. freaking selfish banana. yuck. disgusting.

THIS SHIT IS BANANASSSS

2006-10-21T11:25:00.000+08:00

omgz i think my mother should talk to someone 24/7. cuz once she falls into a *keep-quiet* interval she'd come out and starts talking and nagging non-stop for awhile. then it's like she goes into the kitchen and cooks then thinks her argument over and then comes out and tells me how she thinks about the matter.

AGAIN!

IN DIFFERENT VIEWPOINTS!

AND TELLING ME METHODS I CAN USE! WHICH I HAVE! BUT CHOOSE TO THINK I NEVER!

arghz. so it's like totally 21657454 ok.

poooooo. ok. shall eat now. :DDD and bathe! and make my ezlink card (like finally).

okok. loves to all. and i just realised who CHEERFUL ANON IS and it's totally OMGZZ. [: ehehe. cutie lah!

suck

2006-10-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

damn. just onlined. and was doing the usual blahblah. then my mother came and asked me what time im going out and i said eleven plus and she STARTED her ramblings and kept lecturing then i was like severely rolling my eyes! omgz. i think my eyes might get super flexible and start doing acrobatic stunts. go figure.

although it was like only ten minutes. it was hell ok. i hate her lectures. stop talking. do some action. yah, i know it's a lil early for a fifteen yearold, but stop thinking of the negative side of this opportunity! of course i know there's the possibility that this job thingy might not work. seriously. am i that dumb to you? what do you want me to do, be serious all the time? show my serious cynical side to the whole world 24/7? i can do that! im thinking like a 4oyearold now! damn. but what happens is that when you've seen things well enough, broadened your horizons wide enough, i think many would prefer to be just a kid and just ignore things that happen.

yeaa. so i was ignoring her. she was talking and her words stung me. then i let it flow out.

so im like. what did she just say to me? nothing.

yeaaa. i love my off button. [:

horrible! horrible! dont like!!!

*

going to work later. is it work or what? :/ booz. whee. [: bought a lil something for shao dearest ytd! >:D ehehhee. hope you like it darling!

lamentssss

2006-10-20T10:42:00.000+08:00

mm. am wondering whether i should change my blog layout! [: im pretty satisfied with this blogskin. but while fiddling with photoshop again, i ended up with a PRETTY blogskin that will see it's light on my blog soon! [: so yeaaa. should i change or not? hmm.

JOEY!! i still didnt receive your pictures. *frowns* this is getting weird! ahahaa.

hmmmmz. and and and.
MY COMP IS SOOOO LAGGY LAH IT TAKES LIKE 3214563754534 YEARS TO LOAD A SINGLE WEBPAGE. maybe IE is really screwed up and i should change to firefox. zzz. oh wellz.

omgz later going out with sb! [: ehehee. shops for clothes! whee. and shaoshao! we shall brainstorm on something ok. [:< ehehee.

ok loves to all and please dont read and just exit. tag a lil? ehehee. [: i know people who read but dont tag! and that's mean okk. i let you read. you taggg!!!!!! lol.

ok. you can just ignore that part. [:

and where's the originality people? i see copies in every single new idea others have! if you want me to name them, the list would never end! *shudders* thick skinned people!!!

ahahaa

2006-10-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

omgz sense of achievement! *spastic smile plastered over face*

i didnt ONLINE for 4 banana-days!!!!!!!!

oooohz. yeaaa, that's my miracle. [: i WAS distracted. now i shall be FOCUSED. not too late. still not too late. [: so yeaa. people who think im on HIATUS DUE TO AUDITION *looks at nic*; IM NOT! im just tired from like events and stuff and doing my chinese dutifully (whahaha. never knew this day would come). so yup. a brief overview of the week, eh? i think i owe you guys this. [:

but hello. you guys dont update frequently lah! so learn something here ok. [x whahahahaaa!

monday.
hmm. ok. i dont rmb much. i'll skip.

tuesday.
after school went to kallang to have the KidzNet thing. [: so fun! whahahaa. was in the Purrr-ple team (as i called it) and we won! [: like, in the games lah.

size 4 netballs are soooo cute... (we are currently using size 5s, if you're wondering. and size4 is for the lil kiddos (AND NO THAT'S NOT ME) and the instructor picked on me! cuz of my size! ahaha!!! not like i care though. (x)

ok. went to bugis with yx and annette and ate at pastamania. yums. went home a lil late. [: slept like a pig. (*snorts at jingjing and mich. hehe*)

wednesday.
after school went for job interview. mygodz she's stern. [: stupid sisterSSSS and mother burst my happy bubble man. who says she will run away and sell me to banglas and crap. i wont work for nothing, dont worry. you could have expressed more interest in it, thankyou.

so like. yah. went to plaza sing to shop shop. omgz sales!! clothes!! they are BEGGING to be bought. sheez. *kills the shopping impulse* ok. so im totallyyyyy gonna get my targett and earn my $$$$$ ehehee. [:<

ate at burgerking. [: poor aisyah! couldnt eat. ahahaa. [: whee! joey aisyah and me live at bukit batok. ahahaaa. [: cool!!!!!

thursday. which is today.
no netball! bloody. basically it was like a slack day lah. the chinese intensive. didnt feel very intensive. -.- did only 2 papers? yikes. and then ponned the going-through part cuz wanted to do maths. it was actually fine, except that my brain lost it somewhere around tan x and sec x. ok. booz. shall revise more.

then after school. waits. destroyed my green tea bottle by punching continuously like crazy with shao. [x ehhee. we're mad. then yah. goes down for netball. omgz. NO ONE THERE! the carpark and bball court was completely deserted. saw 2sec1s and asked them. yupz. no netball. and no one told us! like. URGH. but oh well. [: went to mac with shao and hazlin. ahahaa. just had lame fights with shao. [: yeys! gonna watch dead or alive with her. whee.

and yup. gonna treat my family when i get my pay! whaaha!!!!!! screams out loud.

ok. eau de pig for -- who else -- THE pig.
(fyi- me and mich wrote a story; NON-FICTION; on Bilis. it was entertaining. was during history. ehheee. omgz. and cha cha rocks. i adore him. LOOK AT HIS HAIRSTYLE! THAT'S SO SCHOOLBOY OK! he's like the cutest guy teacher out there. the rest are just gays or can-be-blown-by-the-wind sort. like Plankton. hey actually, they're just simply GAY!)

okz. i love the Euryale book michelle lent me! it's so nice. [: i love the english in it. fantastic. [: a lil deep i agree. but such an enjoyable read! [:

ok. life's fulfilling right now. can't wait to earn and steal people's money ok! ehehe. [: and shop, of course. bye people. and what now? GO BLOG! [:

booooz

2006-10-15T15:34:00.000+08:00

damn my tongue hurts. ]:
anddddddd i ate crabbbies just now. [;< ehehe. i bet gp will complain got *crab-xin-wei*
ahah! cuz it was steamed to perfection. which means the meat was sweet and succulent. something ANGGEOKPOH would not have appreciated! ahah!

omgz seems like my plans to detach myself from audition worked!!! before i become addicted. [; ehehee. working hard for my exams, yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not enough time at all. *frowns*

ok. after dinner. shall do a lil chinese stuff. i need to ace my olvl chinese!

arghz

2006-10-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

damn my nose is itchy again. like some mad bananas. (which means the haze's getting worse)
and my comp lags like some bananas.
and i want to eat some bananas
since everything's bananas at the moment.

and ooh. after reading leejing's post. i got reminded of stupid wz and his dumb actions. he kept looking at me eat and then laughing. say i very funny. hello!! im not funny ok! only when i make you laugh. HMPH. so there! >< and jingjing was very nice. [: pei me home! ahahaa. oh well. you had time to waste too yah. ehehee. and BUS CONCESSION!!! use it ok. use it. not like my sis lah! now complains cuz she's using adult fares. ehehehee.

booz. and i know. cuz i used her ezlink card today and OMGZ the 1o$ i topped out wasnt enough. figures. every jc i took required at least a 3omins mrt ride and a 2busrides. booz. being an adult sucks. [: I WANNA GO BACK TO PRI 3 AGAIN!! not too dumb, very smart too. :DDD ehehee.

gp, i rmb what the _____ _______ is le! but im not telling you. whahaha!!!!! [x

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omgz i should be the haze detectors or something! INDONESIA! stop the freaking burning!! pollution is horrible ok! why dont you like just use a hugeee fan and blow the air right back into your burning forests huh!!!!! sheez! to think you're like. freaking indonesia! manage the consequences if you wanna burn things down please. inconsiderate. HMPH.

omggggggg

2006-10-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

so motivated to hit the books already. does the prelims affect the first 3 months? someone PLEASE brief me on jc stuff please.

*

met up with ANGGEOKPOH at bb interchange in the early morn. [: had bk and ate it there, went we actually wanted to have takeaway. YEY. we're smart.

mmmz. totally tired. crashed vjc, acjc, and sajc. i must say. ac lacked enthusiasm. or was it cuz we arrived later? oh wellz. they could have been much sportier and made me more impressed. shall not divulge much. ahahaa. just that the mrt trip down to vjc was shorter then i thought!!! [: ehehee. and me and gp. never used lots of time in the mrt! until we could predict like the stops and etc. and the bus rides. ahahaa. the northeast line is coooool man. :DD i like it lots.

we hopped off at outram park to change to the northeast line. saw the mrt opp and rushed to get in. REALISED that we actually took back the train to TIONG BAHRU, where we just came from! omgz! WINNERS!!! so malu ok!!!! the people from the other train saw us *RUNNING* to the train, and the people on the return train NEVER LOOK AT US RUN IN!!! then when we reached TIONG BAHRU again, we sneaked off the train and boarded the train TO outram park again. zzz. when we reached outram park. we walked off, giving the *i-know-the-route-to-my-destination* vibes. eheheee. ok. we didnt. so we like. practically depended on map reading skills. YESSS. we are amazing ok! [: northeast line is really nice. tempted to go to sa cuz of that. ehehe.

analysed the scores i have to attain. best case scenario: 6 A1s. minus my hmt 2points. plus cca points. [: whee! i can enter my dream school with a good score of 3 points. which means i'd DEF get my place in my combi.

booz. not confident of getting that. but i SHALL. i WILL. and i CAN.

motivation people. [: let's work hard together, e2!!!!! want to prove that stupid PurpleDino wrong ok. (she slimmed down means there's nothing impossible in this world)

IM GONNA CONQUER MATHS!

yupz. and we went to imm to eat. OMGZ PEPPER LUNCH OPENED THERE!! and fish&co too. but it's freaking ex. (michelle! i still rmb our trip down to fish&co ok. ehhee.) so went to eat pepper lunch and OMGZ im so full ok! [: yums. then walks around and fooled with geokpoh. seriously, she has a nice forehead for me to HIT and i did that so many times. i think she might actually go stupid.

ehehe. ok. so i walked alot. so we stopped at kembangan when it should be bedok. the freaking website should update! ]: and we know our way well now. hoho.

i wanna go to ___ badly!!! [x *looks at geokpoh*

and _____ _______ is MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ehehe.

loud heave

2006-10-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. this results weren't expected. NOT AT ALL. and in case you try to like comfort me, im totally over it already.

my results SUCK BANANASSSS and im horribly sorry. ]:<

ok. let's not talk about it. i cried 3 times today.
once with ewen, cuz we thought of...
second time, when we went to hmt lessons. hugged .. and just burst out crying.
third time was in chi lesson. couldnt imagine my mother's disapproving glance and disappointed tone as she take in my results. i know. even i wont be able to take it. ALL THE EFFORT. ALL THE TIME. i havent done my best. not up to my abilities.. NOPE. i know i can do better. and im not gonna tell my mother how many people failed. now i know. that's really all excuses. who cares about the amount of people failed? *I* still failed. *I* would have passed if i've been hardworking all the while.

yeaaa. im smart. right. dont think i deserve to be in a 8 subject class. entertained thoughts of dropping amaths or something. im not sure. :/ think i'd talk to my mother about it. hopefully i'd be able to work something out. what i want to be in the future doesnt exactly include amaths either. should i?

yeaaa. horrible. [: hope everyone enjoyed today. ahhaa. i didnt enjoy the shock of my results. underperformed for hist. really disappointed. am sorry mrcha. ]: im a horrible student. your 3years student!! this kind of grades! booz. i just want to say sorry to a bunch of teachers lah. crap.

*

got transferred to the ZHAN LAO SHI'S hmt class!! omgz. can someone tell me is it permanent for the next 2 weeks? OMGZ. i was totally ready to cry again or something. I'LL BE ALONE!!! :OOOOOO then yeaaaz. stupid ChingPuff. ]: why me???

then the ZHAN LAO SHI quite cute hor. like got alot of time and keeps talking nagging crapping. yessssss i know you dont like foreigners. next????

ehehe. [;< but the students were adorable lah. WHY LIANGYING NOT IN THAT CLASS UH. booz! sat with shuyan and cassandra. (did ChingPuff pull a person from each clique? GRRZ)

omgz im disappointed with myself. let's just say maybe i can live with my results.

what about my mother? )))))))))))))':

妈妈，对不起。不应该把时间都花在不重要的事情上。从没想过我的所作所为可能会伤到你。哪个母亲不想孩子在学业上有优越的成绩？但我一直以来，都没给过你你所期盼的一切... 言行举止上，课业上；样样，都不合格。我能当你孩子吗？真失败。真失败。我对不起你。也希望得到你的宽容。希望你能让我当个孝顺的孩子。让我再次努力，取得好成绩。[：

我想要回小时候的勤奋！我想要回小时候的自由与时间。（电脑是不该发明的！让我成绩一落千丈。）

妈妈，对不起。
谢谢你们了，亲爱的朋友们。

李静，依雯，如慧 [(x] ，大家！真是谢谢你们了。

感谢一切。也感谢我所拥有的。应该多用华文吧！还剩不多时间了。我需要那两分。

mm

2006-10-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

in case anyone's skin is going to jump, no, the post wasnt dedicated to anyone, and yes, i feel much better after typing out my discomfort (this is my outlet to release pressure. i love you blog) and it's made up of a bunch of different things that annoyed me which linked into a whole post by itself. different words directed to different things i have in mind. i read it and snapshots of people's faces float right on top of others, as i recall clearly the incidents that really SLAPPED my irritant-nerve hard.

yeaa. felt like smashing something. maybe at your face, i would. well. it's at particularly useless things that my brain functions like a genius worthy of a Nobel Prize. i might as well jump because all im thinking now is i dont want to do maths and i just want to play audition and im hungry again. I AM A PIG.

and yes. there's much more that ticks me off but you dont want to read that, do you?
and no, to whoever you guys *speculate* this post is for, because it is unexpected and a bunch of annoyance accumulated over days, weeks, months, maybe even years (this i do not know. oh. SlopingHair.). to award you for having read that particularly rant-a-rant post of mine, i hereby award you guys a free trip down to bukit batok nature reserve and get a lil manners lessons about independence or just to rest your eyes a lil. myopia is bad. i dont want my kids with inborn shortsightedness. sigh.

such is a life of a girl when she's 15. such was the life of a 5 year old: no sweets and no games. BOO.

boo

2006-10-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

im supposed to do maths. but im online now.
booo.
i can do without some things in my life now.
irritations. pests. things that were once fairytale perfect to unveil itself into a rot of decomposed mess.

not exactly everyone's cup of tea, eh?

certainly not mine. yet, i do try to struggle and find the light at the end of the tunnel.
used to be kinda bright.
now im kinda washed out with adult-like cynical views and i totally hate that. it's just like a blindfold edging up slowly, and you see that some people you'd LOVE to treat well just turn out to be bullshits and full of crap.

almost like you expected them to be something better, but turns out they're either just attention seekers or a bunch of hypocrites.

sometimes you just live with them, not really knowing what to do, without the courage to do it too. i've realised i've lost myself halfway through this secondary school life, and like as i might with my honest happiness, i cant help but indulge in the red alerts screaming "WARNING!" or "I TOLD YOU SO!", as if i had allowed my predictions to come true (albeit Joy Luck Club. damn. it's applicable!! so lit isnt useless ok. sobs.) and i've made no efforts to repair it.

to fix it up? or did the matter didnt require fixing up?
let it rest? and to settle the discomfort swarming up in me everytime i see that someone(s)? regardless of the pain i feel and the reactions i have to subdue just for the *greater good*?
or to just plain crush it?

i've entertained such thoughts, and no, harbouring of such thoughts is really wicked. wicked. wicked.

some thoughts are better left unsaid here, or else some smartasses would think they know everything and just misintepret the whole thing.

sometimes people make mistakes just by asking a damn question, you know?
when you're feeling on top of the world, feeling really happy, just kinda satisfied, like you're floating down the ocean..

WHAM comes a dumb question and it makes you uncomfortable. you shrug it off with a joke and a teasing tone. the conversation is lighthearted, and the person persists. yet you do NOT want to divulge a SINGLE thing because, if i wanted to, i would have, wouldnt i? would i deny you the rights of knowing? why DO you have the rights of knowing anyway?? do i know you very well? does knowing who i am and an exchange of words every now and then means i know you very well? even if it means we ____ _______ ________? i dont get it.

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST SOOOOO OBLIVIOUS. either they act dumb or they seriously need to rethink their lives. cuz apparantly they haven't been learning much from life.

the politeness, the tactfulness, where you apply to respect another's privacy (instead of wanting to flip every pebble on the beach -- which is my life) and i really hate it when people just dont try and ask ask ask for this that like what the hell happened to the PROCESS of learning! like, the internet's just THERE. T.H.E.R.E. THERE. just punch some buttons on the keyboard and a banana string of words come out!! some stuff are sooo plain obvious but people just ask the obvious and im totally miffed about it BECAUSE it's BLODY obvious and why not just give it a DAMN TRY? what's stopping you? who's staring at your screen? nobody's going to LAUGH at you for trying! are you gonna lose your skin cuz you tried? are you going to get fined for trying? NO, right? so freaking T.R.Y people! stop expecting everyone else to help you. BOO.

as they say. KARMA. what goes around comes around. believe it or not, some are living their retributions in their own way. i believe yours is coming in a different way. or is your deformity unknown to you? because much as i would love to be enthusiastic about you, i'd like you to learn a lesson and just wake up, period!!!!

and really, know-it-alls are unnerving me in all the wrong ways. i repel them! i get sick of them! just move it!!!!!

*

joey!!! i didnt get the pics. sigh. are you sure you sent them to me already?

AUDITION

2006-10-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

whee. ok. so like. my game was lagging like some BANANAS. so i decided to come out and clear the c drive. [:< size="5">omgz guys like that should just be d/ced from audition all the time!!!! like what big fat ego-ists are they anyway. where's your manners!!!!! (quotes sabrina)

ahem. and like, who cares whether you dont know US. the room wasnt created for YOU in the first place. so go away, MCPs. making friends is fine!! but i only make friends with friendly people ok, and acting like you're one big shot just isnt nice. actually i was only pissed with the other guy. the m**c** was ok. the BRA**** was the one i couldnt stand!!! zzz.

okok. rant finish. im fine already. so like. the game was fun. :DDDD played with sabrina, geokting, jiahao and amanda!!!! (forgot to ask is which amanda!!!) then it was fun. ehhee. [: but my comp started to lag which was )(@*)&^# laaaa. booz. and im mad over audition now!!!! [:

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ok. so like. watched john tucker and all. i quite like the show!! it's not not nice whatsoever. it happens to be VERY nice. :DDDD whoever hasnt watched. should just watch!!!! cuz it's like. the last week already?? [: and add me in audition if you're playing okkk: sugarrush and if you are those kinda bigmouthed loud shits please please please DO NOT ADD ME cuz i'll flare ok. like seriously. who likes their game to be disrupted. *frowns*

nelly furtado's MANEATER!!!!!!!!

2006-10-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

Everybody look at me, me
I walk in the door you start screaming
Come on everybody what chu here for?
Move your body around like a nympho
Everybody get your necks to crack around
All you crazy people come on jump around
I want to see you all on your knees, knees
You either want to be with me, or be me!

[Chorus]
Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
make you fall, real hard in love
She's a Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Make you want all, of her love
She's a maneater
make you buy cars
make you cut cords
Wish you never ever met her at all!

[Verse 2]
And when she walks she walks with passion
when she talks, she talks like she can handle it
when she asks for something boy she means it
even if you never ever seen it
everybody get your necks to crack around
all you crazy people come on jump around
you doing anything to keep her by your side
because, she said she love you, love you long time!

*

omgz this lyrics are ringing in my head and i can't get it out!! of course it's not the full lyrics (it'd really bore you guys out) but SHE'S A MANEATER, MAKE YOU WORK HARD MAKE YOU SPEND HARD, WANT ALL OF HER LOVE!

till then. im gonna stop obssessing over this song and a certain spicy dish. ehehee. >:P AND GO PLAY AUDITION!! whee people. word has it it's working. like, finally. -_-

omgz.

2006-10-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

AUDITION IS A CHEATER!!!!!!!!!
then now cannot play le. *sobs*

where got like that one!!!!! now keep "disconnect from server" shit. URGHSZ. *bangs head on the wall*

boo!!!

going to watch john tucker must die. ehheee. [: lovesss people!!! (im supposed to be like. out now lah! ahhaaa. didnt know at all.)

please lemme know when audition is available lah!!! *wails*

and chingpuff bought *PRIMA DELI* for all the hmt students in her class!! for the break!!! ehehhee.

she think buffet ah -.-
BUT IM BRIBED BY HER!!! HEHHEEEEE.
(it's only bread lor!! ewen says)

yah. that's quite true.

MY NOSE!!!

2006-10-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

omg dumb haze!! at first i was a lil indifferent when people complained about the haze and all. and then it had to make my nose itchy and totally unbearable i wanna just burn my nose off or something!!!!!!!!!

BOO!!!!! the haze is bananas ok!! ]:

whee syirah!!! i drank TWO green apple vitagen today!!! ahahaa.

and OMGZ the damn AUDITION's maintenance extended from 5 to 9!!!!!!!!!!!!! A FREAKING 4 HOURS!!! where i could have been TRAINING!!!! omgzz!!! boo to audition man. why not maintenance later. ]: SOBS.

ehehee. going to vjc openhouse this sat with dearest sb. [: whee!!!! *that's my goal*

STOCKS!!!

2006-10-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

omgz. a lil never regret going to school. a lil regret going. AHAHAAA.

ok. so the financial thingy was kinda crap, other then the stock game. ehehee. like. TT rocks lah!! always up one. [x so fun. first game, just earned hundred thousands. second game, me and jingjing were MILLIONAIRES. ahahaaa. [:< so proud man!!!!! whahhaaaaa.

jing was serious. [: she felt that it was fun!! ahaa!! so then i was saying that she's the *husband* and im the *wife* and the husband is playing with the stocks. she wanted to risk the money and buy some other assets i think then i was like "NO NO!! that's our holiday money!!" haha!! cuz got some left. -_- ehheee. like, it was so fun lah, earning money!! hahaha. leejing's pro at it. :DD smart girl. ehehe. she's good with numbers lah. me? i can just *lose my cheque and lose all my money* too. ._.

so like. the whole day was boring. could have played audition. BUTT just realised that AUDITION was having a patch!! so even if i stayed home. i couldnt do a single thing!!! [: fate. ahahaaa. but i'd have appreciated the extra sleeping time. so like. argh. oh well.

played reversi in class too!!!!! then the stupid tall blue shirt LANKY guy come and snatch. like hello!! you were setting up the bananaa-ed thingy ok. got some prob what!! then we just continue also cannot. like wtb. ): booz. so i like, totally got a bad impression of him. FURTHERMORE, he's like the *leader* of the whole team lah! like wtb. what kind of a leader is that anyway!! one that snatches????? where's your manners!!!!! ):< so like. the whole world didnt like him. HMPH. arrogant STICK. booooooz.

ehehe. okok. so i like won yingxuan, leejing and geokpoh BUT lost to annette badly. like. BOO. shall play more!! WIN ANNETTE!! THEN WIN ANNKHAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [:

LIFE'S GOOD!!!!

OH MY BANANAS

2006-10-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

im so shocked when i saw it like WHAT THE BANANA isnt that like the same format??? OMGZ im so shocked lah. kinda disappointed. how can you just rip the damn codes off like that? booz to that!!!

and the damn thing is that i KNOW you can read the above. ): please please tell me you didnt do it. or something.

~~DAMN~~ BANANAS.
THAT'S TOTALLY BANANAS ALRIGHT.

my blog format. *sniffs* copyrighted. *sniffs* for a reason. )))):

so damn disappointed.

i miss ____ ____ _______ . ):

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-10-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

omgz audition is fun. i hereby change my opinion of it (it's not retarded like maple now) ehehee. [: *diff people diff opinions!!!!!*

thanks to my poor coordination. i like totally messed up the arrows yet again. PLUS my comp!! lag like what only!!! never keep missing lah!!!! zzz ]: hate it when it lags boooo.

ANDDDD i got d/ced twice. like what the banana.
there was this girl who trained me for a lil while before i got d/ced. called re-something-ii one. [x SO NICE. eheh. play slow slow for me and lemme gain exp. then i got blody BANANA d/ced and i lost her. ]: booz. cuz once i entered she invited me to play. ahaha!! then i went back again and saw YINGXUAN'S ROOM! ahahaa. waited and went in. [: ehehe. GOT D/CED a BANANA second time. boo!!!! )))): but ehheee. went back still. omgz audition is addictive. DONT PLAY IF YOU WANT TO SLEEP. im like. not sleeping early when im supposed to. ahahaa. [:

ok. im going to school tml people. so sad right!!! ): yeaaa i know. booz. and like. can we just skip the whole workshop altogether?? people's just going to sleep you know. boo. :/

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i totally wanted to buy the cashcard (or whatever) to buy the clothes when my jie told me it'd last for only like ard a week?? that's like totally EATING MY MONEY LAAAA so im like. not so dumb and all. >< shall not waste money then. :DDD ehehee.

this is how i want mine to look like:

hehe. chio right??? I KNOW!!! so nice lah. ]': and to think i cant let my sugarrush wear it. BOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOZ.

dum dee dum!

2006-10-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

[: ehheeee. it feels good not to be weighed down by the exams. and LOOKEE HERE!! it's still 7++ only!! cant believe time is passing by so slowly. :D heading down to audition. :DDD my character name's sugarrush people!! :D (i've no idea what others can do with my char name. -.-) OK. im totally new to the game. please gimme time. :DDD

END OF EXAMS!!!

2006-10-09T17:02:00.000+08:00

REJOICE, PEOPLE!!!!

it's officially the END OF EXAMS and boy. was chem difficult or what. :/ so many unsure ones!! practically circled all the questions in one page. ))): blame myself for slacking so badly on saturday and sunday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

so like. we went to play netball. :D although never play till 6++ laaaa. ]: everyone's stamina dropped!! (or izzit mine only. hehee.) then play till very shuang!! keep regrouping. ahahaa. [: got to play with everyone. isn't this like, more fun? [[: ehahahaaaa.

kept having breaks though. i dread how netball trg's gonna be like. :/
[:

talked to joey about the rob-b-hood thing!! yeaaaaa it's so cute laaaa. [:< nicest movie EVERRR. went to mac and ate there twice today. bound to weigh heavier. *hides the weighing scale* anddddd!!! laughed at yingxuan cuz she cannot do the indian *left-right* thingy!! with the head!! (if you get what i mean) me and carryl can. [x ehehehee. smart people!! hohoz. then like, the others couldnt either BUT i bet they CAN soon. ahhahaa!! and we didnt let her go home straight. [: run girl, run!!!! netball need to run lorrrrrrrrrrrr. and then we played till ard. i dont know when. then started to slack and talk. and sleep. [: and joey and geokpoh shooting. ahaa!!

meeting geokpohssss to go vjc open house. ANYONE WANNA COME?? ;P ehehe. too bad. NO YOU CANT. :DDDDDD whahaaaa. so like. yah.

after that missyee walked out and saw us. so she chatted with us. OMGZ 4 people in our class failed SS!!!!!!!!!!! SO SCARY!!! )))): what if it's me huhhhhh. i'll just die. ); mm. then she said that if anyone didnt go to school tml, she's gonna have to call up our parents to enquire about the reason why im sick and stuffs. cuz it's like. some schools have food poisoning or something like that. so it's like GRRRR what ~~shit~~ BANANAS is that. /:<

or should i just stay home anw. *frowns* i dont know. ehehheee. then we went to mac and i ate fries with shaoshao after carryl left. [: ehehehe. nice fries!! so not salty. [: so yeaaa. ate like 7 packets of chilli??? so if we like. each ate. we'd have consumed 14 packets of chilli!!!! omg im gonna die from eating chilli someday, ahahhaaa!

then we went to the playground and talked!! [: so funny lah. ehehheeeee.

i love netties! [: hope the netball shirt comes soon. [: ANNETTE!! RMB MY IDEA OKOK!!! ahahaaa.

OFF TO PLAY AUDITION WITH YINGXUAN AND ANNETTE!! ahahhaa. poor geokpoh's audition is going to take ELEVEN hours to dl!!!!! boooz. that's like horrible. ahaaaa!

booz.

2006-10-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

i've decided to replace all explicits with fruit names.
starting from "i dont give a BANANA" and "PINEAPPLE LAH YOU".

yeys. aptly referred to a few people im quietly steaming my head off with. happy day to all [: ehheeee.

omgz i realized i hardly use the *colour* function in blogger. should i waste it???????? NOOO. [: ehheee.

and like, carryl dearest, why did you call and hang up? *trottles off to get my cordless phone* aahahhaaaaa. [:

I DONT LIKE CHEM

2006-10-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

NO I REALLY DONT!!!!
AND IT ISNT AN EXCUSE TO BLOG AGAIN, NO IT ISNT!!!!!! [x

NETBALL TML!!!!!!
LIFE IS GOOD.

GEOKPOH!!!!!!

2006-10-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

eeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! :DDDDDDD

im officially LEVEL 5 NOW!!!!

yeaaaaas. [: today played and played. ehehee. no lahh. from 7.4o liddat. wheehee. [: decided to let my eyes take a break and head back to chem (i'm so hardworking now. -.- every min seems to pass by slowly!! like i KNOW i have to hit the books) and just to blog again laa. [: i love me blog. ehehee.

and the more i look at the temptation thing the more i think it looks wrong. i think i'd take it down soon. (;

and!!!!! i shall stop procastinating and make joey's LONG AWAITED blogskin. yeaaaaz. lousy ying. ): make people wait so long. ahhhhh. >;/

>>
OMGZZZ JOEY please resend me the pics *roars* i can't find it. ): if possible, please send me the pictures in their like. original format?? like. big. ehehe. cuz the prev time you sent. i think cuz it was too small. :/ then very hard to make into a skin. ahahaaa. and i forgot to ask you to resend. heh. [: send to my mail bah, when you see this! ehehe. thanks. [:

burps

2006-10-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

like, totally. *satisfied smile* ehehheee. [:< just had a feast on BAK KU TEHH ~ like heavenly!!!

ayeee. now i have lots and lots of energy to play whatever online game there is!! ehehee. *rubs hands in glee*

one problem.

CHEM HOWWWWW?????????????????????????

*

have i mentioned how much i L.O.V.E. me bottle of vitagen everyday? esp the green apple one? (cuz i only have that)?????? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WONDERFUL!!!!

*

eheheee. [: my daddy's cute ok. ask me how to spell han yu pin yin for him cuz he needs to send this msg to an auntie.

*me* stood there for like 10 mins, spelling out words like "tong", "qing", and "yao" etc.
ehehee. [: me ish smartttz worhsz.

ahh mygod!! (x

2006-10-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

geokpoh(: says:
my god

geokpoh(: says:
you spelled my brother`s anme wrongly lehs

geokpoh(: says:
*name

YIYINGGGGG ! TOO MUCH SUGAR, MAKES YOU HIGH. says:
not yee ann mehh

YIYINGGGGG ! TOO MUCH SUGAR, MAKES YOU HIGH. says:
._.

YIYINGGGGG ! TOO MUCH SUGAR, MAKES YOU HIGH. says:
ann yee?

geokpoh(: says:
no lorhs

geokpoh(: says:
is YEN ann

OMGGG this like explains everything. SORRY YEN ANN!!!

oofs.

2006-10-08T16:33:00.000+08:00

gosh. acids bases and salts. the tys questions are like URGHHHH!!! and i can't seem to do one of them without referring to my guidebook.

which, to my horror, actually does NOT give me the answer.

AT ALL!!!! )))):

so im like. super worried. cuz what if that kinda questions keep appearing??? im gonna just die on the spot!!!!!

questions like which is the most unsuitable for this and that. ): booz. ok. blaaaaaa. sheez.

*

whee! mamaaaaaa says i can dont go to school on tues. [: ehheee. loveya mumsiessss. cuz i complained that it was going to boring and she said "orh ok lor. then i have to sign ah?" ehehhee like hey cutie!! yes. so i kinda like lied to her cuz we have that financial workshop thing (i made sure to crumple the paper once i got it. like wtf, "holis" le, still use maths??? do calculations???) and i bet she'd say IT'S USEFUL!! MUST GO!!

somemore i spend money like what liddat lor. *looks at bfs* sigh. we're guilty of that. :/ so if she knows the school has such a "beneficial" program....

LIKE HELLO!!! IWOULD HAVE TO GO!!!!!

so yup. the paper's destroyed and i get to stay at home on tues!! dont go people. dont. (oh no. is mr.Plankton gonna read this. :/ i'll be so screwed if he does. ahahhaaa.)

*

so o2jam was funnn. [: opened the dl-ed song pack (which took an effing FIVE HOURS to dl) and boyyyy it was great!!! ehehee. and geokpoh's brother (i know the name!! yee ann!!) (like girl's name hor) and he's like a damn pro!!!! *thumbssup* and yessss i do play audition ahahhaaaaaaa. so like. should i play o2jam or audition later. HMM. that's a tough one. ehahhaaaa.

oh. and audition's songs. halfway screwed up on me. went into this static sounding thingy. which didnt sound like a song. sounded like screeches instead. :/

*

whee! misskoe's organizing a chalet. (x gonna clean up my room and tadah's to my mama and tell her MAMA!! i cleaned my room! can i go to a chalet????

ehehee. please mommy. and yeys to misskoe. [: she remembered us.

*

offfff to chem!!!!!! sigh. with my slack attitude now. DIE LEEEEEE.

yeaaaaaaaaaa

2006-10-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

hehee. i know o2jam is like long ago news *ahem* but it's still fun!! eheheheeee and i played audition it's hard compared to o2jam. whahhaaa. [: but still fun. ehehe.

omgz i had an achievement today!! *looks at sabrina* ehehee. SECRET. :DDD

andd whoo! after today's fun. the downloading and all. [: may i get to enjoy the games!! ahaha!! and catch up with anggeokpoh!! ehhee (: ahhahaaa.

okok. CUTE. ahahaa.

2006-10-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

yes yongjie, i see another side of you:

YIYINGGGGG ! TOO MUCH SUGAR, MAKES YOU HIGH. says:
eheh. dog how to bark softly one!!!

YIYINGGGGG ! TOO MUCH SUGAR, MAKES YOU HIGH. says:
-.-

-=3iJ9n0y=--=yOnGJiE=-{smothered by haze} says:
i show u

-=3iJ9n0y=--=yOnGJiE=-{smothered by haze} says:
bark~

-=3iJ9n0y=--=yOnGJiE=-{smothered by haze} says:
see so sof

-=3iJ9n0y=--=yOnGJiE=-{smothered by haze} says:
carn even hear at all right

*

OMG yongjie's a dog ahaahaaa. laughs out loud. okok. he's crappy today. DONT PMS OHHHKAY DOGGAYEE. [:

*

my neighbour's having a freaking party for the spoilt twins (they are damn annoying. squeals in the morn and all. talks cock. parents ask them keep quiet they continue babbling away. YIKES.) and the bell keeps going off! while im happy they are GROWING UP, apparently no one appreciates a group of kids thundering up and down the corridor, laughing at someone else RUNNING. zzz. ok. spare me from the noise please!!

oh. and perv-of-a-neighbour seems to be moving away or something. i see piles of cardboard boxes in the living room. AHH. *how i hope*

(x

2006-10-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

ADVERTISEMENT:

please support SIM YONGJIE on his new blog. (x address can be found in my links. ahahhaaahhahhahaaaaaaaaa.

he claims, and i quote: to want others to see another side of him. :DDDDD

and yes indeed, another side!!!
very unlucky lor. sit next to him during the exams. )))): ALWAYS SAY THE PAPERS EASY ONE. then during exams. will forget things and panic what. then turns to my right and looks. OMG HE'S EITHER STONING or just writing alot laaaaaaa or he finish already!!!!!!

ass.

so im like URGHHH laaaaaa. like boo to him and his brain cells. i want an upgrade.

any takers for my outdated one? :/

booo

2006-10-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

omg im like feasting on every single thing in the house laaa!
this is horrible.

AND WHY AM I STILL ONLINE????

@*(&#&@*

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. cant find a suitable song. hehe. expected. ._. balalaalajahaldkajdjdaaaaa.

boo.i want do chem now. lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. ehheeehdkadlaaaa. boo. >< BLAAAA. IM MAD.

*

oh. and i took away the previous post cuz you saw it and message conveyed. yup. friends. [:YEY.

omggggggz

2006-10-07T15:10:00.000+08:00

ahahahahaaa im loving this skin yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

LOVES IT!

ahahaaaaa. (:

2006-10-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

yeys! my blogskin's up. actually didnt intend to make one. but was feeling vexed and all. so just browsed through my pictures folder and fiddled with some photoshop controls. and tadah. parishilton gave me inspiration (you happy sabrina? (x)

and yeaaaa this background colour took me ages to find ok. ): i can't find the deep reddish brown i had in mind. ohwell. sometimes things dont turn out your way. but it's ok. take what's second best. deal with it. accept it. yeaa.

gogogo people! left with chem le. (: stayed online for so long. ))): sigh. im horrible. shall do chem tys soon. :DDD YUPENG! find me that job ok. *PUI PUIIII* whahhahahaaa. *winks at shao

ok. now i gotta find a song for this skin. ahahaaa!

wheeee:DDD

2006-10-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

bio paper down!!!!!! CHEM PAPER1 LEFT TO GO!!!!!!

*clears throat*

this is my speech for enduring the great threat* -- the eoys.

"i want to thank all the guidebooks that i've got. without you, GuideBooks, i'd have never survived sec3 tests at all. from LongMan to ShortMan and FatMan to SkinnyMan, i thank you for your existence. :DD"

wheeeeee. ok. im liberated. FROM EXAMS! (soon)

OK! interesting things that happened today:

-not able to do questions pertaining STOMATA (which came out like. ALOT.)
-laughing out loudly while 3e1 was in their classroom doing their exam.
-watching the fantastic jackie chan movie (((:
-having fun with a lil girl called XINYI. (x

ok! first point.
Elaboration:
bio paper sucked. )): i wanted an A for it. guess one day just wasnt enough to cram all the impt points in. here and there i lost points. if i counted correctly for paper2, (lets just hope all those i ticked were correct) and for paper1, if all those scored (plus those that im not sure might JUST be correct), i might get an A.

not a high 8o-plus A. maybe an A2 or B3-B4. ranging there. i wont fail. but i know there's a high chance of me scoring below my bar of expectation.

you wanna see the bars of expectations? (actually after every paper. you can somehow gauge the amt of marks you expect to get because you know which questions you cant do well and all that.)

being able to do a paper is good, very good. but SCORING for it is another matter altogether. somehow i cant score. think it's my studying technique gone wrong. BOO.

bar of expectations (and whether it can be met):
English: to get a B-A for compo. to pass averagely for letter writing (i totally lost confidence there.)))):) paper1 to do ok. paper 2 to score in the summary (i wasted 2 pieces of paper for it. like URGH.) so yeaa. i better score there.

HigherMotherTongue: paper1 to do blandly. not sure of format. dont think will have 错别字 though. the electronic dictionary was good. paper2 to really screw up cuz i didnt really no how to answer. all kinda weak reasonings. blaaaa.

Maths: to hopefully pass with a C6 or get a D7. like booo!!!. 'nuff said.
Amaths: fail pathetically. functions was a killer. boo. HELLO F9!

Literature: to score better in paper1 as compared to paper2. get my A. but i dont think so, cuz i'm worried about my content. ): might do below expectations. sigh.

History: to get a C-B. wont fail bah (i hope). but can't score. ): sigh.

Social Studies: boo! bye to A alright. unless the marker is kind.

Biology: Big time screw up. edging between A- B/C.

Chemistry: PASS! good enough. (((((:

*

ok! that's kinda. zzz. ok. skip that. my gauge laaa. like. what are yours? blog them up or something kay. DONT STOP BLOGGING!!!! i'll get bored. (x

mm. then yeaaa. so after the bio papers. went up to class cuz they needta put books. totally relieved and practically skipped out the hall. like. LEFT WITH CHEM PAPER TO CONQUER!! and im so ready to put on the *hardworking hat* to score well lah! really hate doing papers now without a single memory on what the hell is that. *frowns*

yes. im nerdified now. blaaa. think it's become a habit to study in the night. now i feel so carefree. (x

mm. so yeaa. talked damn loud and laughs. around e1 area. then talk talk talk (loudly cuz. HAPPY WHAT!!! ><) then me and shao wanted to go to the toilet. looks into 3e1.

oh my freaking god!

no exam taking place, NO, NEVER!

me and shao never talk very loud! i never laugh until like *(@&%#*(@& liddat!!!!

SO DAMN EMBARRASSING LAAA!

then once we saw they taking exams. reactions was "OMG SHITTTTTTT." then walks away quickly. like we were talking about PEEING and all that laaa! and the bio paper!!! like hello!!! imagine a quiet classroom where everyone has almost finished their papers (according to elaine) and they suddenly heard ME talk and laugh VERY LOUDLY and all of a sudden we kept quiet and KEPT LAUGHING. like, OMGGGGGGG. imagine laa! the whole class! hear ME! talk loudly! laugh loudly!!!!!!

PEE SOMEMORE!!

*face turns tomata red*
my goddddd someone dig me a hole to hide in please. ))): when i heard that i was laughing like hell laaa. boo. so yeaa. me and shao realised there was exams and just really dont wanna walk past e1 le! so totally squats down and starts giggling cuz it's so so so unglam laaaaaaa. ok. boo. enough said. it was just horrible.

then plays netball! actually was looking forward to a 2-2 fast game. :D but joey and irene came! didnt know their exams ended too. (x so the 6 of us played again! heh. then it was fun. (((: really missed netball laaa. play on monday ok! bring your pe shirt. (x whee. whoever wants to play. just head on to the netball court!!!! playing from after phys paper onwards to 6++. whahhahaaa.

ok. then the geog paper ended. relived the embarrassing moment again. zzz. OHKAYYY. moving on. then sits there. talks a lil. felt so slacked. (x then went to wm! talks to liyana. really missed her!!!! )))):

went to foodcourt. shared with shao. the chicken's like YUMMY. (x whahhaaa. then watched movie. omg. it's so nice. like. the baby's adorable la! and got gu tian le. SHUAIIIII ok. perfect body. whahahahhahahaaaaaa. and nice jaws too. *winksss*

ahhaha! went to playground then. spotted a lil darling there. (: called XINYI. so cute!!!! small girl. hehe. played with her. then totally cute laaa, the things she tell me. (x then yeaaa. talked to datou about jobs. fun fun! wheeeeeeeeee.

ok. ending this kinda zzz post with a EOYS ARE ENDING!!!! rejoice people. rejoice.

p/s: if im not wrong, rejoice is like. a shampoo laaa?

OMGGGGGGGGG

2006-10-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

maths. amaths. WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

i really dont like amaths laaaa!
anything to do with MATHS. NUMBERS. mygod.
what's with the invention of maths anyway!!!!!!!!!

boo. yes, i know you need maths to calculate. of course must learn the basics of maths laaa! but i really see no sense how an inverse graph is going to impact my addition and subtraction of financial problems. maybe out of boredom, take out a piece of graph paper and start to plot the sums out? read mathematical problems for leisure instead of novels which are easy on the brain? do logarithms and functions till your eyes cross and you just wanna SQUIRM this way and that just cuz it's SO DAMN URGHH????

really. anyone with good things to say about maths can just you know. elaborate on it. but i personally DO NOT, i stress, DO NOT see the goodness of learning algebra, calculus, polynomials, triangles, circles, all that!!!!! why did all those ancient people come out with this formulaes anyway. )))): and allowed QUESTIONS to be asked based on that? it really doesnt benefit me ok.

maths.
maths.
maths.

can you earn money outside, saying that your maths skills are fantastic, when you can't speak english and communicate at all? i dont think so.

maths.

maths might keep your brain intelligent. but isnt playing the crossword puzzle an intelligent game too? or chess? or reversi?? or NETBALL? (which requires your brain to work out those wooky stuffs?)

maths.

do you find a circle on the ground, and ask "oh what is the area of this?" and start measuring the sides, apply toa cah soh on it, and look for a SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR to do it radian mode? DO YOU? DO YOU??????

booooo. there's more actually. but i think it's really the same thing. just elaborations on the undesirable subject--- MATHS. ))):<<<<

talking about it makes me ANGRYYYYYY.

like how hard was the amaths paper laaa! very ok!!!!! stupid functions. ))): should have revised it ytd. but was more concentrated on chem.

AND THEN they had to come up with more on air. like ZZZ please. totally struggling. although i managed to finish the paper. but like what's the use? can't score please. finishing the paper does not equate to scoring better then one who didn't lor. the one who didnt finish might have more answers correct!!!!!!

so like. ok. digressed again. zzz.

booooooooooooo. rolls on the floor. hugs my knee. continues to roll. this is boringggggggg. i hate maths really i do. yet im required to do well for it. BOO.

oh. have i mentioned that more anti-twit blogs have opened up? :/ kinda unnecessary, really. chanced upon one during the weekends and i was SO BLOODY SHOCKED when i saw the same old "this is my blog/opinion. i can say whatever i want to" and blahblahblah. whatever it is, it's like the copy of mot. cuz mot created the word "twits" (if im not wrong) and since you use the word "twits" isnt it like the same thing? and you "follow the footsteps" meaning you still used their original ideas lah?

rmbed this analogy from somewhere. the idea is around like this:

the FIRST person who used roses to describe love/woman in poems was original.
the rest of the poems, no matter how much better, are just improvision on the ORIGINAL work. no matter what, they are still COPYING the idea.

do you get my point? did it get through you? i mean really, dont let your eyes bulge out in anger! read the sentence again. no sarcasm there, just in plain letters. honestly, i see the point. do you?

just like maths. sets.
{netball}, {soccer}, {football}, {handball}, {whacking people}.
group them according to ball games.
ball games = {netball, soccer, football, handball}.

get it? no? i shall explain.
netball and soccer. different games, isnt it? BUT they are still games that requires BALLS, doesnt it? isnt it the same thing? same CATEGORY?? grouped under the SAME PLACE???

get it now?

so i like, really dont see the point in "hating twits/ah lians/ah bengs" all those when you know, none of them pissed you off in the first place.

and what's with hating another person through their BLOGS or FRIENDSTER accounts anyway? what's with all the labelling and judging their doing?

why label a personz whoz talkz likez thizz?
you mean that person steals? kills? cheats in exams? bully others?

why judge a person as a bitch without knowing that person for more then 24hours?
why do that?

who infuriated the "twits" anyway? you? who made the blogs? or they? who DIDNT make a blog for you??
if you're irritated with the way they type, just leave a message on the tagboard and FREAKING tell them! dont make a mountain out of a molehill and create a blog for them.

ok. so you hate this shoe. and it's WAYYY popular with people. do you create a blog hating the shoes? condemning the shoe? and the people who wear it? and label them as shwits or something?

do you???

ok. so like. i wasted my time typing all that out. but just how i felt. this invisible debate over the matter just rose in me when i saw the *argument* that new anti-twit blog had with supposed "twits". really think they have too much time on their hands. why do all this crap and go around offending people? i guess you need attention then, rather then others.

yes, there are some people out there who do weird stuff (aka Bilis) to attract attention. but who are they to you and why do you have to give a BIG damn about it? and go label them and spam their blogs? and think you're expressing your views just cuz you think that there's "freedom of speech" and make this blog KNOWING that there'll be unhappiness created?

you know. this is like bullying!!!

so yeaa. i really think those who created anti-twits blog are narrow-minded. they cant accept other people's preferences and opinions. no matter how much you rebuke, it's still a fact that you created the blog to INSULT and LAUGH at other people. that alone is worse then all those seemingly "twitish/ ah lian-ish / ah bengish" people out there.

sigh. the modern day kids. *strokes my beard*

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EXAMS ARE ENDING!!!!! wheeeeeeee!!! :DDD

boo!!!!!!!

2006-10-04T20:50:00.000+08:00

blaaaa! i wanna complain!!!!!!!! ))): lit paper was horrible!!! my A for humans!!! flown away!!! ):):

BOOHOO!!!!!!!

oh well.
on a brighter note.
EOYS ARE ENDING!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
like in just.. *counts with fingers* 5 more freaking days!!!!! (:<

wheeeeeee. life is good. lalalaaaaa.
so tml's like killer subjects A and B.
amaths and chem.
-.-
WHY PERSON-WHO-PLANNED-THE-EXAM-TIMETABLE.
WHY????????????????????????????????
omg.
so im like totally distracted.
and i cant absorb a single thing.):
and i havent started amaths revision yet.

OH JOY.

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ways to kill your grades (do it the yiying way):

chuck the books aside! why study when your aim is to fail? unwind, relax, play games like maple which requires you to hit the uh. (x or whatever button) like a retard for more then 100 times per day! guarantees myopia, lousy grades, a sore finger and a backache. :D WELL DONE!

when your friends are studying, ANNOY them! why fail alone? and havent they heard of the saying birds of the same feather flock together? friends should FAIL together!!! now that's sisterhood. pull them along and just distract them, whatevs. read lit when they are doing maths. do maths when they are doing chem. do chem when they are doing bio. you get my drift.

party all day long! treat every single eoy day as the days you get to see the most slack-ish person in class study all day long, in the geekiest fashion! you didnt think you'd say this; but! studying is not cool. and who can comprehend coolness when they are nerds anyway, with their noses stuck inside a book? life's wonderful! *inhales sweet grassy smell* and you are the ultimate coolness. so you just pop the champagne and blow the party poppers. why waste a perfectly good time after the papers, without lessons? WHAT A BONUS!

have a nice snooze in the hall. the aircon's on full blast, you can bring along a jacket, hide a pillow or two; or settle for your arm, if mrquek's there. (hehe) make annoying distracting noises to attract some clucking noises your friends would make out of disapproval. the quietness in the hall makes sure that a single *click* of your pen or a single pageturn would be echoed throughout the entire hall, ensuring the ULTIMATE DISTRACTION! heads turn towards the noise, and if you keep a constant rhythm to that catchy song you heard recently on the radio, why not tap it out on the floor? the wooden flooring in the hall ensures all heels to be echoed loudly, (as did Plankton's; and why does a guy has possession of *HEELS* anyway???) and it would be like a MORSE CODE TRANSMISSION! you act as a two-in-one package; music to the teachers (who are oh-so-bored) and you can amuse yourself. YEY.

cough every 5mins. make sure the germs spread within the enclosed area. oh yeaaaaa. nothing like the whole hall emitting phlegmy coughs and sneezes; and the loud trumpet while clearing your noses! WHEE. maybe you can pledge to be the maintenance rep or something (since you intend to fail anyway) and bring around the dustbin for the students to clear! WOW! yes, you are a fantastic person, a useful person to the society, to mankind! may they create a BBSS nobel award soon (URGH) and award you with your courageous, noble act of actually going into close contact with the deadliest germs (whahahaa). you might even be awarded CIP points. OH JOY!!!! that's the entire point. pass without taking the exams. wow. amazing.

we have all been talking about noises. let's talk about SMELL. after partying in your small room (yeaa all the jumping around and drinking jolly shandy cuz you cant touch alco; you are a law-abiding citizen still, aren't you?) and bouncing frivolously on the bed for like god knows how long (the only reason you stopped was cuz one part of the springs popped out and you were forced to stop. uh. yeaa.) and after that, you decided that you had to WORK OUT!!! nothing like some crazy skipping to do. you do 2ooo at one go and is totally pumped out, your calve muscles S.C.R.E.A.M.I.N.G to tear apart!!! you then take mercy on them and go for a deep sleep. you wake up 2hours later, cuz it's school time. STUPID EXAMS. and then you carry the GREASE in your hair due to the sweating you've done, you wear the socks you wore for the ENTIRE WEEK, while SKIPPING and DANCING too! imagine the stink, peee-you! halfway while drooling on the table, you feel an unbearable itch on your soles. unable to contain the gnawing sensation, you let out a deep grunt and starts fiddling with your shoelaces. OH.MY.GOD. the smell of your socks have added more smell to the hall. diffusion occurs rapidly here, what with your stink molecules thriving on areas that smell clean and fresh. (look at the bags on the floor! oh. no. they are people who are sleeping. eh? no. they FAINTED.) yes. the smell of your socks. you dirty dirty lil thing.

so ok. the socks thing went well. you had a hygiene lessons. but what gives? you had the time to listen anyway. so far, your brain has done you good. it's just filling in blanks after blanks after blanks!!! you take the next day off to fill up forms for *needy* *busy* people. you write till your hand cramps. but who cares? at least it's cramping for money, not for marks that doesnt award you money according to your grades!!!!! (A1 = 1$???)

you go to school the next day, your writing hand bandaged. people ask in concern, but are afraid to go near you (your smell. they rmb. the hall still smells slightly of your socks. (YOU HAVE LEFT A PART OF YOU BEHIND!!! no wonder people shook furiously when you asked whether they missed you. i wonder...) the teachers take pity of you, while the others were taking their exams. instead, you relate to them your heroic act of falling down the steps in order to save the old lady who skidded on a banana skin and instead of breaking your spine, you had a lucky sprain on the wrist. Plankton is impressed and tears were, noted, brimming in his eyes. (how sensitive. sniff sniff.) you succeed in distracting the entire hall again. HELLO??? who could resist your SURROUND SOUND effects of the realistic *PLOP* down the stairs, which you inserted into the cranky pa system in the hall, on a disk that probably jammed the whole system? you succeed in making the bell go off once every 15mins. titterings and angry remarks are thrown at you. but believe me. they are jealous of your exciting adventure.

yes! you have almost reached your goal. you come to school the next day, rather innocent for a change. people around you have actually shifted a few precious centimetres away. but hell, im not KJJ! i am safe! you wonder why. in order to stop yourself from dribbling more saliva (your paper's soaked), you throw a plastic lizard into the air by faking a yawn, outstretching the arm. you hear the loud scream and the frantic shuffles of the tables and chairs, the entire female population screaming their heads off over a plastic lizard. yesss! mission accomplished. the whole hall evacuates; but not without seeing some sissy's screaming their balls off too. yes. they are supposedly. MAN.

the last day! oh rejoice. everyone's looking tired. panda-eyed. concerned, you ask a distant relative for a job as a salesperson and promote an ANTI-PANDA-EYES cream! horrors to horrors. those who greedily applied had the area turned WHITE immediately. they weren't kidding on the label, when they said "as white as the natural panda skin". they werent kidding.

and it was the end!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!!! ok. i actually typed all that. -.- CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. well done if you've read all the way till here. thanks. you must be bored. LIKE ME.

ok. spreads the loves and everyone! please sleep more alright! (: and blog. it wont kill you to type a few words right. zzz.

p/s: i love the no.6. tell me your fave please. (x whahahahahaa!

whee

2006-10-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

(: lit sucked ytd. although i know how to write and all. mrlatiff said if parta was good but partb isnt, it's an automatic D. )': LIKE BOOHOO LAH!!! what if parta can write more leh??? HUH HUH HUH????? ): and the hmt paper before that was horrible. ): the paper 1 i kinda screwed things up. but the electronic dic helped alot. :DDD and the paper 2 was totally HUHHHH that kind. so hard laaaa! mingxian still say easy.. ))))):

oh yah. before the paper2 began. the whole hall shifted due to us. (x SO DUA PAIIII OK!!!!! :DD rmb. HIGHERMOTHERTONGUE. whahhahaaaa. (too bad chingpuff's our teacher. boo.)

okkkk. moving on to today.

MATHS PAPER!! horrible. i dont like it at all. ): both papers. felt like i sat for half of it only laaa! completely dont-know-how-to-dos ok. BLAAAAAAAAAAAA. and the circle one!!! when i finally realised the ALT SEG THM. time's up!!! and the stupid bearing question that the whole world seems to know. ): and i KNOW im gonna flunk the paper. cuz it's all basic standard form and decimal stuffs in paper 1. and WOW im totally good at it laaa. ): blaaaa. so what the heck.

fail maths. amaths confirm fail also laaa? :/
chem also another one. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

ok. so should i
a) try hard for amaths and chem today
b) give them up and concentrate on bio
c) do none of the above and just slack today?

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i want to do all of the above!!!!!! )))':

ok. before i forget.
today after school. played netball. (x
SO FUN!!!!
been ages since i last touched the ball, let alone run around laaaa.
it's been studying studying AND studying.

(which is like. boo times ten.)

BUTTTTTTTTT! today got to play. xD whee! so never play till stomach pain laaa! laughs out loud ok. it was so funny. everyone's HAHA laaa ok. ((((: shall play more!! wheehee.

moreover it's just for like. 15mins lorrr. also not very long whatttt. go home also sleep. :/ WHAHHAHAHAHAHAAA.
ok.
then went to mac cuz annette wanted to eat.
YINGXUAN SHARED HER *IDEAL* RESTAURANT WITH US!!!!!
annette. annkhay. ewen. me.
guess which 4 girls in macdonalds laughed till stomach pain and cannot stand yingxuan anymore???

ALL OF THE ABOVE!!! :DDDD

totally funny please. but just in case you guys laugh till you spit on your computer screen. i shall save the *REALISTIC* dream of hers for her to tell you guys. ((:< whahahhaaa. ok. im mean. (x

ok. then played reversi. OMG ANNKHAY IS LIKE A DAMN PRO LAAAAAAA AND IM LIKE THE MOST BEGINNER OF ALL BEGINNERS ALRIGHT. BOO. (i like. totally didnt know the strategy to win.)

WHAAHHAAA. now i do. so YESSSS. i shall play reversi more!!! MUST BE INTELLIGENT. :D

p/s: i won yingxuan in tic tac toe. AND WON A MAC APPLE PIE!!!! WHAHAHAHAA!!!! who says there's no free lunch in the world. all thanks to tictactoe alright. (x

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i shall do (a). (((((: dont want to get disgusting results that i didnt work hard for!!! (:

at least get disgusting-but-i-worked-hard-for-it kinda results.
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